On the very last day of the year,

which used to mean a lot, and still means a little bit more to me.

I'm glad that i've given the chance again to be in exactly where i wanted to be before the year ends. Don't let me to choose, indecisive is my middle name (and i guess so as you). But for all i know, the heart always win in this tug of war.

and you're still the one making my tears flow so easily.
Promise me you'll be back.

Somehow i love to sleep,

when i'm with you.

Perhaps that's the only time where our hearts meet, when we both stop the thousand thoughts that running through our mind, concentrating on the senses instead of spoken words or action, listening to each other's heartbeat and breathing seems to be the thing that matters at the moment.

The brief serenity that you brought to me.

Hugmetight, will you? :)

You'll be fine

I'm gonna keep telling you this, till you finally agree with the statement.

and for the self-convincing

Letter to Santa

I know i have not been a good girl all these while, so many white lies and unrevealable truth. Sometimes i wonder what if someone finds out about the other side of me, it surely would not be a positive comment :/ Anyway, spending the holiday with the loves one is a bliss, so I'm still a blissful girl and I'm contented. Am not going to ask anything more but, just a healthier Genie. Dear Santa, please bless this little baby to have a stronger body, don't be like the owner, aiks.

Have a Merry Christmas and Happy New year!

p/s: Thou i dunno the reason why you're bringing me to the centre of the dance floor, was a little afraid to look at you, yes it's so close that i scare we'll kiss, but i must say your hug is really comforting, just like you always do to me :)

I've stop counting the days,

(or perhaps I'm no longer that free to count)

...cause i just realize Christmas is only another 2 days away :/

Happie Winter Solstice btw :)

p/s: could someone please hinder the time for moving too fast?

Little Joy of the Day: and surprisingly I've got a greeting message from an unexpected friend.

Here comes the working life.

The view i have, e-ve-ry-day

Technically I'm not really stepping into the stage of working yet but it's the overlapping area between work and study. Working as a intern in a law firm make me feel sooo clueless... (and it's only get better prolly after i confirm i have a table, weee :p) I know i should not have expected there will be a proper people like a lecturer guiding you from the start but the person who guide me just dunno how to guide me :/ ya he has more experiences but it's only because he came in earlier than me and sometimes he just made me doing extra work and i started to dislike him when he's throwing all the job to me when he's off to a 2 weeks holidays, wth. By the way, is there any intern working such a looooong hours like me do? From 9 in the morning, non stop working till late 7/8-ish or the new record is 9pm, EVERYDAY! this internship sucks rite x_x

Despite the irresponsible people and the overflowing workloads, I actually liking to work. I know we always missing the good old times in school and uni but we will still grow up and reach this stage of adulthood. I learn a lot from working, all the legal documents that we studied in degree and CLP is all now appear in front of me. I feel a sense of accomplishment when i first drafting out an originating summon and affidavit. And i find out the lady, Ms Jean who is a very experienced clerk in the office is actually a nice person, she's quite patient to teach whenever i ask, not as unfriendly as the first impression that she given me. And the boss, Mr. lawyer is kinda willing to listen to me (both suggestion and complaints) thus he's giving me a better offer now (like parking fees to dinner and to start working at 10, muahaha). I feel a little bit daring to request so much from boss but still, employee rights, you know :p

I'm still spending time with Genie regardless how late i reach home and tiredness. She's such a naughty cutie. She's still sick thou, down with flu and fever, and we brought her to vet again. We did a virus test for her just in case any bacterial infection. Mom and i almost cried when the doc taking blood from Genie, i would rather be the one to suffer that :'( Anyway, after an injection and meds, she's actually getting better today, not like yesterday just laying and staying in the cage all day which worries me so much.

Baby Genie got a new toy ♥

Shoooooo cute when she hugs rite, yes!

So now you see, all my time is occupied by work, and Genie. Sounds boring? heh it's interesting (and challenging)! Gonna hit the sack now, nitez :)

-

It's strange that I've never met you, but missing you.

You said.

I really dunno.

wonder why am i feeling lost again, all of a sudden

...and I thought I've almost got everything i want.

the first day working look

ignore the puffy tired eyes O.O

she bites :/

but nothing beats the happiness of Genie is home,

can't tell you how grateful I am when seeing her sleeping soundly again :)

perhaps letting you down contributes too.

Shoes are a girl's best friend,

Wonder who's gonna be the prince that would put my shoes on for me :)

I'm curious to know.

Moo-moooooody,

The empty cage and the doggie odor that still lingers in the air reminds me of your absence. Little did i know I've given you all my love in such a short time, that's why I'm so heartache when seeing you feeling unwell, even just a minor one. I'm hating myself for my inexperience :'( I'm sorry to leave you in the pet shop that you would probably staying alone at night. Wonder would you sleep well without me there to lull you to sleep. Please come back to jie jie soon okie, i'm missing you ady.

Genie at the vet.

p/s: no worries Genie is just having a mild diarrhea. I believe she'll be jumping around to bite you soon!

Exhausted.

Slept at 3am wake at 8am, a day with packed schedule.

Awesome.

A day with love, done pedicure and manicure, chatime x2 and lunch, christmas shopping (where we've got everything in less than 4 hours time) and the most importantly, the girls talk :)) Every little thing she does just make me love her more and more ♥

Mini hairdo by dear, me *heart* bow.

Zara kills.

Evening dinner with da gang which decided quite last min. Foods, talks, fun and laughter. Life is boring without friends :)

A belated yet secret birthday celebration, which is like 1 month laaate? :p

and one of the participant is unrevealable. 

Before the end of the day, Genie has a lot of visitors today :) I guess no one can resist her surplus-ing cuteness! But she seems showing the symptom of diarrhea at the evening, and again in the midnight, which explains why i'm still awake at this hour. After cleaning the cage and poo then bathe Genie and myself, i'm officially tired.

I wish she could talk and tell me what's wrong ><

I'm worried.

Little joy of the day: Someone's sacrificing the sleeping time for me ♥

Who took all my attention away?

GENIE did!

She's not Husky btw.

This 2 months old little monster is getting used to the environment as she started to become shoooo naughty. She rarely barks, except last night she barked me down to accompany her when she's all alone in the living room. And she likes to stick with me (or basically any human) whenever she's sitting, thou she likes to bite :( (but i'm sure it's not gonna hurt you too much)

Isn't she shooo adorable? (and you MUST only say YES!)

Feeling of a responsibility on me now, yessh I have to clean her pee and poo, regardless how smelly it is :/ but i guess she knows where to do it now, learnt in 2 two days times, isn't my baby Genie smart enough :))

and this is a lifetime promise that I'm gonna give her the best, love and care.

She will be a blissful girl, just like me :)

It's all about Genie now :)

Sunday,

Perhaps I should change my bloggie to All about her food :p Been eating real hard lately :/

Brunch @ Hon Kee Porridge, Puchong

The raw fishy porridge is nice, me love!

Tong sui @ Poon Kee Dessert, Puchong

I always have space in stomach for dessert :))

Dinner @ 100°c Steamboat, Teppanyaki & BBQ Restaurant

Having boiling soup in a rainy evening, blissful :) 

The Bestseller, hot n cold @ Snowflake, Kuchai Lama

and surprisingly it's not full house on Sunday evening.

I'll have a free one next time, who wanna go with meee :))

Lastly,

Imma showing you how to pose...

:/

mj

heh.

Good night.

wonder why am i hungry again after this ate-till-bloated day :3

Ishin Japanese Dining @ Old Klang Road

Not everyone likes japanese food, some may have the impression of raw food when they first thought of it and they just cannot take any sashimi (like my mom :p), tooo bad. Anyway, me and sis the food lover have finally met up and we decided to try out this new restaurant, which looks very fine to us :)

Rainy evening with a hungriee stomach.

The restaurant is housed in a cozy bangalow (i supposed) which is located right beside Old Klang Road and they do have their own parking spaces with valet parking service, i feel rich when they takeover our little red, heheh.

 Yessh, they have iPad as menu!

(but no games to play :/)

The interior of the restaurant is small (at least to me) yet cozy, everyone looks comfy dining and chatting there. I'm loving the environment. It's friday night so the restaurant is kinda full so we were sitting at the bar area, where you get to see the Sifu preparing the sushi and sashimi.

Mini appetizer, served after placing the order.

Salmon sashimi, my all time fav

It's so freshy i wanna cry TT (prolly because of the wasabi)

 Caterpillar roll, the sisters' love!

 Mini chawanmushi in eggshell

Aren't they too kewww to eat? awww.

Tendon and dunno what don ady,

which looked quite similar to us. One came with tempura and another came with fried prawn and egg.

Desserts? NO, cause i'm quitting all the cool food/drinks, sobs :'(
(but we do have HOT snowflake afterwards :))

Ratings:
Food - 4/5
Service - 4.5/5
Ambience - 4.5/5
Value for money - 3.5/5

Do i make you feeling hungry now? :3

I'm hungriee now,

When I start cooking again,

pancake breakfast for myself

and the dinner for family :))

I miss the cooking time at Hatfield :(

It's all about foods and meeting-ups,

Warning: Kindly ignore all the photos if you're feeling hungry at the moment especially in the middle of the night or work or you can just skip this post as it's a completely soliloquy of this still-not-sleeping-at this-hour girl *innocent eyes rolling*

Fri, 25/11

Yvo and I finally managed to squeeze some times out, meeting Cindy for dinner. The continuously day and night volunteer job for PIC did bring three of us close to each other, and it's been awhile for us to like sit down and do some girls talk/gossiping :)

@ Rendezvous Steak Garden, Kampung Pandan

The crab is awesomely yummy!

Special thanks to Louis for the dinner and supper-tea :p

Sat, 26/11 ~ Mon, 28/11

Dear's homealone, so we're having a private sleepover party :p I'm not gonna tell what crazy stuff we did :X

A very casual brunch @ Taipei Walker, Kuchai Lama

I'm loving the tiramisu coffee ♥

A spontaneous meeting up with the old friends @ Pitstop, Kuchai Lama

Little did i know board games can be so much fun :)

and I'm actually good at it :p (call me the winner!)

the sleepover pitcha! 

We can actually talking about smurfs for the whole night :p

Little shopping i did, got myself all different colour of clothing, heh

Late brunch again @ Milwaukee

The restaurant is all us, cause no one gonna have any meal at that hour like us :p

dinner with family @ A Wet Thai

the crab cut my thumb, sobs :'(

Tue, 29/11

Someone cheering up my day by sending lotsa funny and jokes pic to me :)

i find this monster so kewww :))

lunch/tea with mom @ Secret Recipe

Chocolate Indulgence still the best :)

Fav strawberries that big bro brought back from Cameron, still fresh!

Wed, 30/11

And finally, meeting darling Joyce :)) Talking about travelling to Europe all night just make us so excited! till we come to realize that.. we gonna work our ass off for the $$$. Why aren't we born to be rich TT 

@ Stadt German Cuisine & Bistro

Okay now you see how much i ate, HOW CAN I NOT GAIN WEIGHT *you can officially call me piglet now* cause basically i just sleep eat eat eat sleep everyday :3

and it's not the end, more to come on December...

oh noooooooooooooooooooooooooo ><

(and now only i have the time to post this, oh my, where has the time gone?)

am actually talking to myself, pfft

I'll be the one that never fails you,

Hang in there, 

You know I'll always be there to catch you.

(In case you fall)

*super tight hugs*

Goodnight Love,

Smurf a smurfy day,

When I go a little over Smurf-addictive ;p

Have a smurfy day :)

I had a date...

with Edward today ♥

Was planning to write an essay on my affection towards him, buuut it's breaking dawn now, shall do it later :p And I love how Bella dressing up btw, especially the one above :)

Hey you! I know you'll be reading, it's been awhile since we last doing things like what we did today, like we (or maybe you) forever running out of time >< slightly imperfect because of my sickness and didn't get enough of rest as planned :/ Anyway, I had a great evening :)) don't be jealous that I can sleep till the afternoon (or evening) later okie :p

Little Joy of the day: when you capture a nice pic of yourself *self-flattering* Some says the sexiest curve on a girl's body is the smile :) I do love the curve of my smile *continue self-flattering* and who says patient must display a patient look?

I prove you wrong, weeee

Another joy of the day: Talking like hours on the phone with the bestie, the jokes and gossip, somehow I'm really happy for her newly update, thou it might turn into a sad ending, but the sweet process is kinda pleasing rite? *wink* and we do (or I do) believe in fairytale, cause it did happen sometimes, irregularly, rarely, yet making it so precious and praiseworthy isn't it :)))  

Song of tonight: 

A beautiful song, but not a really good mv :/

I just couldn't stop myself repeating it. Romance kills a penguin, yea, that's me.

♥ ♪ ♫ I have died everyday, waiting for you ♫ ♪ ♥

I'm just a happie little girl today :))))

When life throws you a curveball,

The most magnificent rainbow I've ever seen, at beautiful Stirling, Scotland ♥

Lean into it, take your base.

Arggg, baseball sucks :/

Hate the side effect of meds :(

If only crying can solve everything,

The symptoms are showing up again, I should've known from the start, the beginning of shortness of breathe would probably imply the bronchitis problem gonna start all over again. It's like a body alarm that wakes me in the middle of sleep every morning, and I'll be spending like an hour for coughing, with the aim of coughing out the phlegm, till the tears flow involuntarily or just throw up with an empty stomach, and now, the abdominal muscle starts aching. Then I could only fall asleep again with an exhausted mind and body, and because of the unsoundly sleeps, the next day I'll flake out the whole evening, as if a vampire losing all his energy when he sees the sunlight (oh, definitely not the vampire in Twilight). Avoiding cold drinks and trying of resting just doesn't seem to get me any much better now, am still wheezing, especially after some movements (like bathing or walking TT ). I can basically say goodbye to any sports, sad case. 

The thing now is, i'm not sure whether it's getting better or going worse.

Why am i missing Rome again,

it just happens everytime i see Colosseo, Fontana di Trevi... or perhaps any ancient buildings/streets would just remind me of this romantic city.

How'd I ever forget after 4 days of walks in that Roma holiday :)

Restless

Life is never easy for those who dream.

wavy hair I dream to have.

too bad I dream a lot :/

It's like a nightmare,

.

.

.

when breathing is no longer a natural/easy thing to you.

My wish,

May the sickness stays away but the healthy stay,

May the sorrow ceases and the happy lasts.

Let the pasts stay at the past, appreciate the present and hope for the future.

Pray for a peaceful mind, a stronger body, a heart of kindness,

.

.

.

and a lovely day tomorrow ♥

 Have a good night :)

Just an ordinary Tuesday.

As my whitey's cam not working again, I've sent my phone back to KLCC Maxis Centre (as the Gardens one turned me down). This time I met a nicer guy which told me that they will replace a new one for me, hmm, thou I'm happy to get a new phone yet I was a little bit blue about giving in my whitey, always too sentimental i know, it's always hard for me to abandon anything that once belonged to/ with me. Oppps, a little bit out of topic :p anyway it's gonna takes 7 to 14 days for the replacement thus in the meantime I'm not using the hp number so yep, please look for me in fb :3 

Besides, mommie was along with me all day and we had great times, from late brunch to talks to shopping to talks to coffeetime to talks again. We actually went into almost all the branded stores and checking up all the bags, heh fun times. I guess one thing I've been doing good lately is to be more patient to the parents, who else would love you so unconditionally like the parents do, I must be really blessed to be brought to this family, so I'm appreciating everything they give to me, and i'm giving them the best of me too.

Why would I be rush to seek someone else's hand when I can actually hold my parent's tight :)

I can't really decide which make my day the most ♥

Tonight dinner was a lil bit crowded cause dad's big bro (大伯) was coming town with the whole family, which included the sis-in-law, bro-in-law and the little new born baby niece, what a big family. It's like a mini family reunion cause 三伯's family was joining us for dinner too, another good times :) The baby niece is so keeeeewt as she keeps on demanding people (which she chose) to carry her, you can hear her baby murmur just somehow make me love her more *heart melts* and she just loves my long hair which she'd be holding/playing with the little fingers whenever i carry her :) I'd probably see her again when we balik kampung, so okie, we'll have the little baby to play in this coming CNY.

Can't show you her keeeeeewt face as my phone is gone, sobs. But i'm showing you my naughty face before i call it a day.

Tired face i know, after a day long.

Thank god for giving me such a great day*

Good night *hugsie