Wednesday, 8 April 2015

Day by day,

Colleagues are envy that I could work half day and gonna start the study break soon. I'm grateful too, honestly, that I could stop working for months, that I do not have to wake up early in the morning and face the stressful files and clients, for months. Not that I dislike my job, just some times I'd feel like having a break from them. But deep down in my heart, the fear is spreading, as the day gone by. Am I making the right decision? Why would I take the risk again? Am I gonna make it this time? Can I still back out before I register for the exam again?

Too many questions on my mind. 

Now I feel alone.

Friday, 9 January 2015




我们还是比较适合冬天、 对不?

p/s: 我想我有那么一点想念你 :)

Friday, 19 December 2014

Unexpected tears,

perhaps the memories are too perfect and wonderful,
and deep down in your heart, 
you know that it'd be a wishful thinking of the same to be happened twice.

It's been awhile, isn't it.

Sunday, 26 October 2014


It's kinda difficult to resume writing again after stopping for so long.

I no longer have the spare time to sit in front of my mac. As usual, working occupied most of my time, but now I'm aiming to off work on time everyday so I could have more time to do my own stuff after work :) I've decided to get into swimming again, colleagues are supportive and the pool is near, I can just throw myself into the water right after work, one of the best way to relieve the stress at work. Technically I can swim, and now I manage to breathe while swimming, hence my new aim is to swim one lap without stopping. Hopefully my weak bronchi and lungs would be better after this.

Well, I'm picking up a new language as well. I always wanted to learn an extra language and finally I'm doing it. I'm still a beginner tho, so I can't show you off with my new language yet, please wait till the day I could write this whole post in Korean words :D

It seems like too many things happened in these few months and.. I just dunno what should I write. As the time goes by, I'm becoming lazier to talk, maybe just towards new friends. Not that I am secretive, just that I don't really have the interest to talk anymore. To make it worse, my dear got transfer to Temerloh starting September and my sis gotta work at S'pore now. My two best girlfriends that I used to talk to, left. Okay it's not that bad, dear still come back every weekend and everytime sis flying back she will deffo look for me. However, no more afterwork chillin time, shopping and movie kaki for the weekdays which we used to, is SAD :( I can't complain much tho, they are working their ass off work for the living (oh pardon me), I am just... missing my bestie, very much.

Wow, it's been some time for me to write such a long post - remind me how lazy I am. Should be more hardworking next time, oppps.

Till then,

Monday, 30 June 2014

Currently listening,

十四年前 我听孙燕姿
十四年后 我依然听者孙燕姿


Girl being girl.

I just wanna stay emo for a day, only a day.


Friday, 13 June 2014

Time to wake up,

It's been months since I last blog, to really sit in front of mac to surf the net and write. Life's busy, but my time management just gettin worse as time goes by. Not to sure whether the laziness or procrastination is my biggest weakness. Less than a month now to the exam, I'm not ready for it as usual.  Attempt to wake up early sleep early and study but failed totally, seems like I really could not become a mornin person, aiks :(

Shall back to study now, (and maybe i can watch the world cup at the same time, oppps :p)

till then.

p/s: STUDY!

Tuesday, 14 January 2014


Life is busy as usual, and work makes me 10x busier than ever. I'm glad that I still manage to make time for friends and family yet I've given up time for study.. and Genie. So, one of the new year resolution - squeezing time to study and genie and myself :)

Be happy, be merry for the new year.