Colleagues are envy that I could work half day and gonna start the study break soon. I'm grateful too, honestly, that I could stop working for months, that I do not have to wake up early in the morning and face the stressful files and clients, for months. Not that I dislike my job, just some times I'd feel like having a break from them. But deep down in my heart, the fear is spreading, as the day gone by. Am I making the right decision? Why would I take the risk again? Am I gonna make it this time? Can I still back out before I register for the exam again?
Too many questions on my mind.
Now I feel alone.