下雨天

曾经有那么一个男生说

下雨天总会想起我

喜欢雨后清新的空气

喜欢细雨飘在我手心里

喜欢冷冷的、适合倚偎着的天气

我想Genie也一定很喜欢

我们还是比较适合冬天、 对不？

p/s: 我想我有那么一点想念你 :)

#25

Girl being girl.

I just wanna stay emo for a day, only a day.

#illbefine

Time will show you who is your true friend (thou they might be annoying),

and who's not.

One more day,

thou I've prepared for the worst, still can't deny that deep down in my heart was hoping that there'd be miracle. I'll be alright, just gimme another day k.

At least I can sleep now, not haunted by any nightmares or the invisible stress.

Thank You Lord for listening to all my murmurs every night before sleep.
I'd get better day by day, promise.

#20

I always think that I have known you too well, and you have known me enough, but it seems like I just get to know you more day by day. I know I always stop you from cursing, I'd prefer the sweet and gentle words from your mouth instead of bad ones (or kisses :)), and now I finally understood why you can dislike her to that extent, I promise I'd say its not your fault now :p

People do change from time to time, I'm glad that I can still learn, to understand, the thoughts of yours. Tell me more about you that I have yet to discover okie :)

p/s: and I love that you tell me you miss me :))

#19

You keep telling me that I'm your weakness, and I guess you should know, you're mine too, fair enough.

Comment vas-tu?

Have been seeing this bridge quite frequent lately, in book, movie and drama. Even I've travelled to Paris twice, I still did not get the chance to visit here. Thou I have to agree that by attaching the padlock on the bridge and throw the key into Seine did not guarantee you a forever love and commitment, but I guess it's the love and affection at the moment of attaching the padlock matter the most.

(Pictures stealing from insta :p)

Perhaps there's a reason behind that why I did not get to visit Pont des Arts, or did not get to travel to Paris, with you. I guess I'd find it out one day, when I return to this city of romance :')

[Fyi: The French police have been known to patrol this bridge to stop keys from being thrown into the river.]

Je vais bien,

#18

Sometimes you just dunno whether you should trust the person you call, friend.

WIsh me LOTSA lucks,

somehow you calm me down, maybe you destress for me as well :)

Feeling a lil stronger.

Thou I might be defeated by the paper later, as always :'( 

Fighting!
Truly grateful for everyone that wish me luck!
p/s: pork neck and movie made me smile :p

5 days,

and in 2 weeks time I'll be free again.

I guess it's time, to make real decision. I've been too lenient to myself before this.

#prayforpeaceofmind

What's on your mind,

I have no idea. 

Good night.

Someone like you,

Dear told me she has a feeling that I'd still look for a boyfie like you next time. I smile. Forget what I have replied her, but I guess she knows me well enough, and an outsider always have a clearer view of all. So maybe she's right. Sometimes I feel like I'm just trapped in the past, all the memories are just too wonderful and enchanting to be forgot. I thought it should be fading, I thought this feeling isn't mutual, but why, I still feel the something, so wrong yet so right, and here, you are.

If you wanna know, ISLY.
So baby, be brave. Make your decision. I guess I could accept if I'm not the one.

After exam, okie.

#14

You said if no one take care of me, you will.

It sounds like you'd only want me when no one else want me. :'(

btw I scratched my knee, super pain, sobs.

A Day To Be Remembered,

I was trying to be objective towards all the pre-election rumours about parties trying to create choas after the poll or some dirty cheats to win. It's very common thing in every country before general election, thou I'm quite sick at all these shits. I insisted not to share any unconfirmed and unofficial news on facebook or whatsapp, not to mislead any of my dear friends and family, thou some of them have made their stand quite obviously in facebook. I was seriously considering which candidates deserve my vote, instead of choosing the parties or following the flow of 'Ubah' tsunami. I believe the result would reflect the choice of the people, as all of us have done our part, casted the vote. However, as we waited for the result to be announced one by one, I can't help but started to believe the rumours are true. I'd not be surprised that BN won, but seriously, please play it clean. What the hell is your democracy you claim that you are, how could you just turn a deaf ear to your people, the majority votes have spoken for the people, you should SERIOUSLY using your goddamn brain to think what have you done or NOT DONE for the people, instead of speaking nonsense to cover your lost!

Thanks for teaching us a lesson. You totally light up my mind. A change always needed time, insistent and courage. It's never easy, but we will never give up.

Oh, please enjoy the victory.

Yes, I should prolly find myself an official boyfie,

then I'd not have to answer the same old question - why am i single, again.
(Do i really need a reason for that, grr.)

and I'd not think of you that often, again.
(Just sometimes.)

Relapse,

but this time you'd not by my side, not even in a reachable distance.

Weakness it shows.

#12

Slap in the face, walkaway like that.

It'd only happen in imagination, the world need no more haters.

#11

Sometimes I wish I'd be a lil pessimistic so I could see thing so negatively that I would not have any vain hope on any_thing.

Don't worry, I still carry my smile.

#10

'Don't choose someone you can live without, choose the one you could not live without.'

Couldn't agree more. But the fact is - I can live without everyone else, just that I'm gonna live this life a lil tougher.

Do you know that Uk is snowing now :)

Wish you were here,

when I was freezing in the cinema. :3