Be merry,

 Miss London much huh? :)

I'm so amazed that I could still dream of you even you're just lying next to mine. It was so real that I really thought it did actually happen when I open my eyes. There's just something somehow always bring us back together when we thought we gonna be apart isn't it. Or perhaps, we are the one that never could let go of everything.

p/s: Did you realize that you are more gentle now? :)

Merry Christmas x

Loves,

Somehow i love to sleep,

when i'm with you.

Perhaps that's the only time where our hearts meet, when we both stop the thousand thoughts that running through our mind, concentrating on the senses instead of spoken words or action, listening to each other's heartbeat and breathing seems to be the thing that matters at the moment.

The brief serenity that you brought to me.

Hugmetight, will you? :)

I had a date...

with Edward today ♥

Was planning to write an essay on my affection towards him, buuut it's breaking dawn now, shall do it later :p And I love how Bella dressing up btw, especially the one above :)

Hey you! I know you'll be reading, it's been awhile since we last doing things like what we did today, like we (or maybe you) forever running out of time >< slightly imperfect because of my sickness and didn't get enough of rest as planned :/ Anyway, I had a great evening :)) don't be jealous that I can sleep till the afternoon (or evening) later okie :p

Little Joy of the day: when you capture a nice pic of yourself *self-flattering* Some says the sexiest curve on a girl's body is the smile :) I do love the curve of my smile *continue self-flattering* and who says patient must display a patient look?

I prove you wrong, weeee

Another joy of the day: Talking like hours on the phone with the bestie, the jokes and gossip, somehow I'm really happy for her newly update, thou it might turn into a sad ending, but the sweet process is kinda pleasing rite? *wink* and we do (or I do) believe in fairytale, cause it did happen sometimes, irregularly, rarely, yet making it so precious and praiseworthy isn't it :)))  

Song of tonight: 

A beautiful song, but not a really good mv :/

I just couldn't stop myself repeating it. Romance kills a penguin, yea, that's me.

♥ ♪ ♫ I have died everyday, waiting for you ♫ ♪ ♥

I'm just a happie little girl today :))))

No blog,

A thrilling night.
I'm officially exhausted.

More talk laterz zzZZ

p/s: I'm home.

Somehow i love keeping secret,

when it's promise and secret between you and me.

xxx

p/s: thanks for everything last night.

it's so comfy to hear your heartbeat again.

Quickie!

*Hit 180km/j
*guess i'm still sick (yea guessing cause i didn't see doctor)
*i'm missing my dear
*no time for movies :(
*5 days left to the exam
*i only prepared for 2 out of 5 papers
*stress max
*someone being sweet to me
*i'm still studying day and night thou i'm giving up hope for pass
*did something really naughty, exciting, yet unlawful confidentially, me love :p

Till then.

Sshhhh...

This is a secret.
Secret that i'll never tell.

p/s: though i'm not really sure am I a happy girl today.


Sorry. Thanks you :))

This i promise you.

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:))

It feels like...

hugging a huge teddy bear, with body warmth and firmer body
   the way you playing the rhythm of Yiruma by mouth and tongue
      the tickling that i could feebly fight back
         the fun of staying in bed

The gloomy morning and late-english breakfast making, just like an ordinary british day.

I got mazed momentarily.

5 days of freedom

I seldom have a chance like this, parents away from home, no one there to control me, i guess this is one of the reason i'm missing UK so much. The first night i went wild, with my dear :) We did not tell anyone about our plan, it was so much fun. Dear said i've changed, ya i do, i'm no longer the shy one on the dance floor. We dance, we shouted, we sang out loud, we had fun. The most crazy part, we went for a foot reflexiology at 4 in the morning. KL doesn't seem to be as dangerous as you and i thought it would be. At least at that moment, i was feeling quite safe. The night didn't just end like that as i still have to fetch my youngest brother to school at 7am. So we officially went to bed around 8am. What a crazy night.

The next day, we had a relaxing evening before sending dear home. I stayed a little while at dear's place, chatting. This is what the besties do that we always dream of :) I decided to skip class last min, just because i wanna have dinner with brothers. The reason is acceptable, isn't it *wink* another pleasant night.

Mun came pick me up on the friday afternoon. Starting the day with a cup of caramel macchiato, perfect :) Waiting for dear to finish class then we went Levain, my favourite hang out spots recently. Having lunch and chatting at such an environment, with the smell of bread, it could not be any better. I was late to my class, because of the stupid KL traffic, but we had fun again on the car, and we establish a new group, GBM, and i shall reveal the reason later. After my class Jinwah came pick three of us up, we almost wanted to go Genting, but ended up at Neway, singing midnight k again. Another night reaching home at 5 in the morning.
I've got your text, still able to make my tears flow easily huh. And yes, i miss you too.

Saturday i was late for lunch with coursemates and class. I didn't hear any alarm that i set from 10am to 12pm. Grrrrrr >< We are good students today, did not skip class :p Meet up with my Angels gang for dinner, they bought me flowers, how lovely :) We had a very late (and i insist the super late delay) celebration of my 2010 birthday and graduation. They made me a scrapbook style of birthday and graduation card, so sweet, and i've got a waterproof lomo camera as present. Weeeee, i'm on cloud nine.

And i've spend a night with you, the day that i've waited so long, but our relationship no longer the same. I wonder what will we do if nothing change, but i just wonder. We gossip for awhile, talked about our life at UK, i'm missing our home, at Bovis, missing the nights we spent at london. I still remember no matter how late, i was still waiting for you to be home, sometimes i'll cook your supper, or i massage you, and we camp at the backyard, all these little happiness, made me smile. I had a dream, i wish i could forever not wake up. Everything seems so real yet i told myself i gotta come back to reality after walking out from the house. I gonna play my part well, and believe me, i will.

Finally, parents home, spent some times talking with them, glad that they enjoy the trip. The funny part is  they accidentally mis-took a captain's luggage. It freaks me out when the airasia officer called me. The careless parents, i guess my carelessness must have been inherited from them :p
These five days is just like a blink of an eye, i could not ask for any better. And here comes another week, another week of plans. Thank god for giving me such a week :)