5 days,

and in 2 weeks time I'll be free again.

I guess it's time, to make real decision. I've been too lenient to myself before this.

#prayforpeaceofmind

Hazy days,

eyes are sorer,

lips are dry-er,

bronchus are weaker.

Damn you stupid govt.

What's on your mind,

I have no idea. 

Good night.

#17

It's her songs keep me company all night.

But here I am and here we go again

#thingihatethemost

It's finally come back to me. I'm gonna finish this 387pages in the coming 10 days. Godblessme :(

Happie Father's Day,

(Consider myself taking a short break for an evening family outing, it's been while, I miss the Sunday times with family, sobs.) 

I could never find any greater dad in this world who loves us so unconditionally, I Love You Papa :) 'nuff said.

Finally got to try that famous colourful xiu long bao, not too impressive thou. But the ramen and fried rice are good enough, and the fish fishy are yums, so yea quite a satisfied one :)

Top: Special thanks to big bro for the free new Uniqlo Airism top, chose a simple black top, can go with any of my colourful/prints bottoms, and I must say it's really cooling when I'm wearing it. 

Bottom: Intended to used my RM50 H&M vouchers at the last day but *ahem* I ended up coming back with more, as usual. Prints are current obsession, but oh B L A C K dresses again?! 

and I like it R E D recently. :*

This's gonna be a real short updates :p

#16

At a moment, I think I'm losing you.

I know, you're not even mine.

The feelings are all coming back to me again.


Gonna hug myself extra tight to sleep tonight. Oh i mean, this morning.

Wanna hug you to sleep,

no I can't,

gotta get back to study, sobs.

#imy

Wish to stay a lil longer,

'cause it's exactly where i want to be. x

Disappointment kills the appetite.

can't help it.

No, it's no one's fault.

Kill me,

Apparently I'm not good at handling stress, especially exam stress. I can face my fears or pressure from work, I could overcome all of these but not this stress. I always tend to give up before exam, broke down few times previously. I remember how awfully I cried in the phone with Dad when I was at UK before the finals, mom told me that there's tears in dad's eyes during that call, what a bad daughter I am. 

No, I can't continue like this.

and why do I start crying again.

We can learn to love again,

We're not broken, just bent.

#15

It's so annoyed that you forever see things in blurred vision.

#fml