Somehow i always figure out the answer..

Not in the exam, so no one could confirm my answer.
Perhaps ignorance is bliss, i will not go any further, promise.


p/s: and yes, 2 down 3 more to go, or maybe i should say 7 more to go. I need concentration.

I'm such a reckless driver..

... cause i cried while driving.
      And i love stepped on the gas pedal to the max.

Questions left unanswered.

If i'm nothing to you, then i'm not.

And if this doesn't feel like anything, it isn't.

There's nothing left to say.

Stress max?

You were once beside me, pulling me to study and putting me to sleep.
Cheering me up, telling me everything gonna be alright.
We've been through it.

But now,
I'm giving up.

Cause i just can't take it no more.
and there's nothing for me to hold on to.

Spare me please.

:))

                   ...sweet messages and supports...

  ...hugs and loves...         

                                                              ...caring from dear...

They made up my day.

thou i'm not really sure which has the bigger portion.

Hush hush

It's been awhile, the tears could hardly flow,
but somehow the teary eyes are back tonight.
Maybe that's the power of music,
or perhaps heart is weak again.
It needs a shelter.

Don't feel like going home tonight, gonna wipe off the tears before stepping in.

If every teardrop is a waterfall,
i guess the world is drowning tonight.

Only tonight.

Quickie!

*Hit 180km/j
*guess i'm still sick (yea guessing cause i didn't see doctor)
*i'm missing my dear
*no time for movies :(
*5 days left to the exam
*i only prepared for 2 out of 5 papers
*stress max
*someone being sweet to me
*i'm still studying day and night thou i'm giving up hope for pass
*did something really naughty, exciting, yet unlawful confidentially, me love :p

Till then.

Don't read too deeply into the things I wrote. You might drown.

...and the lifeguard is off duty...

The picture is totally irrelevant, i just wanna show you my sick yet smiling face :)

Sshhhh...

This is a secret.
Secret that i'll never tell.

p/s: though i'm not really sure am I a happy girl today.


Sorry. Thanks you :))

Because...

...my back is killing me for the whole evening + I'm still coughing my lungs out for continuously 3 weeks + I'm facing the absolutely-not-well-prepared exam in 10 days times + the irregular heartbeats lately + lacking of rest, perhaps..

The depreciation of health. The weakness is emerging.

I never thought i could be fear for being alone,
maybe there's no one around that freaks me up,
but for the very first time, i hate being alone, it tears me up.

And at the very brief moment, I wish you were with me,
yet the dignity just doesn't permit me to ask for it.

Why would i choose to leave?

Part of me wanna stay, i know.

 I'll be leaving one day, thou

when everything could be left behind.

I'm ready to go.

Come and clean

Wonder,

the number of people that really be aware of the purpose of the rally.
the exact number of people participating that the Police just announced.
wth were the people thinking for bringing children to the rally.
the impartiality of the Police, so do the newspaper report tomorrow.

the standard of political maturity of the citizen and the government.

Please come with clean hand.



I'm just kinda sick of looking at the yellowish thingy on the fb page.

This i promise you.

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:))

What's wrong with the world?

Was reading today's news.


"Old folks home robbed again."
WTH?


"Brother making report of father abusing younger brother."
What?


"Child died in the car as the mother left him on the car unknowingly for hours."
What!?


"Parents seeking for expert's help for their 4 years old brain dead child"

How sad.


The only thing make me smile on the newspaper:



hmmmm.


p/s: blogging with photo by Iphone for the 1st time, took me quite some times ><

Photo updates!

Let's the photossss do the updates :)

Sat, 25th June

Yvo and i went to the criminal revision class, lunch at Poco Homemade, a nice decorated cozy cafe, stay there and study the whole evening, i was extremely sleepy the whole day.

Sun, 26th June

 Family day down to the city, lunch, coffee, walking and a rainy evening.

Me recently, love toga and the new grey nail colour :)

Mon, 27 June

 Waking up in a gloomy and rainy monday morning, coffee and breads chase away the blues.

Tue, 28th June

 Mina my love accompanied me to study, how sweet :)

 and we awarded ourselves to dinner at a new restaurant, Cafe Barbera. We love the spaghetti!

and the souvenir coffee she bought for me <3

Wed, 29th June

 Again, the busy boy and lovely girl accompanied me to study, at night :p so i made him new manicure, with his fav purple <3

Thurs, 30th June

Last day to hand in the reply for the CLP exam, and this's what i saw on the closed door of the office: They Moved!! wtf x3

Luckily i was not alone at the time.

Fri ans Sat, 1st and 2nd July

Apart from the iphone playing, fb checking, day dreaming, chatting, chor dai di-ing time, 

Yea, we studied the whole evening :))

Ooops, the pic is irrelevant to the study part, they are dinner, yippee.

and another week has gone, shit!

It feels like...

hugging a huge teddy bear, with body warmth and firmer body
   the way you playing the rhythm of Yiruma by mouth and tongue
      the tickling that i could feebly fight back
         the fun of staying in bed

The gloomy morning and late-english breakfast making, just like an ordinary british day.

I got mazed momentarily.