Busy Nov.

too many stuff pending, too lil time.

November flies :(

oh nite,

#23

perhaps I'm not the only one, there's always someone new, someone later on, someone.

Uncertainty is what you always give,

(you just seem to forget).

Say a lil prayer,

Although not a close friend of mine, but still, I can feel the tears when I see him in current condition. I guess now I could slightly understand my mom's feeling on my lil sis, it is so.. heartbreaking and takes a lot of courage to take care of your own child in such condition. His family is so strong, they show no sorrows, no tears, so I told myself not to ruin this. I stayed a lil while, told him I was there, looked around, checking on his heartbeat, cause I know tears would fill my eyes if I continue to look at him, and I manage to make a prayer for him.

Dear God, please bless him and give him strength, may his pain cease and fear be released. Please bless his family, to grant them hope, love and strength, keep them positive and optimistic in this. Let them go through this together, Amen.

Hmm, teary night.

Someday,

:))

Time to claim your surprise :D

Yea you know I'm talking to you :)

HB <3

About Time.

Rating: 10/10, yea first time ever, deffo my fav movie of the year :)

Was anticipating this movie for some times, I thought it'd be just another heart-warming love story, romance movie is always my thing, I love watching/reading love stories, perhaps that's why I'm slightly unrealistic in love. Well, back to the movie, I used to think that British film are slightly boring-er than American film, but this movie has totally changed my point of view. I'll not mention any thing about this stories, cause I really recommend this movie and I wish you to watch it. It's a beautiful love story between the couple, between the dad and son and the family, it's a story that is so touching that would make you laugh or cry. Yea i cried like hell in the cinema. Adore this movie to the max :)

Missing your shoulder when I cried, thou I know how much you hated my tears ;'(

One more day,

thou I've prepared for the worst, still can't deny that deep down in my heart was hoping that there'd be miracle. I'll be alright, just gimme another day k.

At least I can sleep now, not haunted by any nightmares or the invisible stress.

Thank You Lord for listening to all my murmurs every night before sleep.
I'd get better day by day, promise.

24/09

Now I'm officially nervous.

Imy,

tell me you miss me too. would you?

#22

I thought the heart was numb to anything, m surprise it's aching tonight.
I guess it's either functioning again, or it has never recovered.

Or maybe it's all just the (P)MS symptoms.
I'd sleep it over.

Goodnite, and mornin.

#21

Feels like a week to me, when we did not text for actually, a day.
Seems like I'm gettin used to you again.
Pi, Imyvm. :(

9/09/13

I just realized about the date after checking out my fb, nowadays there's lotsa 'meaningful' dates to spend with you love one, just like the V-day. I don't really bind the idea but spending time with the special one on a special date coincidentally do make me smile :)

The warmth of your palm and the feeling of your fingers intertwining with mine still linger.

I always miss you when you're not by my side.
(I'm telling you now.)

#20

I always think that I have known you too well, and you have known me enough, but it seems like I just get to know you more day by day. I know I always stop you from cursing, I'd prefer the sweet and gentle words from your mouth instead of bad ones (or kisses :)), and now I finally understood why you can dislike her to that extent, I promise I'd say its not your fault now :p

People do change from time to time, I'm glad that I can still learn, to understand, the thoughts of yours. Tell me more about you that I have yet to discover okie :)

p/s: and I love that you tell me you miss me :))

One day food around Kayellleee ;p

   The day started off in the afternoon as someone said someone is a pig as she won't wake till the sun has risen up high *eyes rolling*. The initial plan for lunch was another Ramen restaurant at Wisma Cosway, but the whole building is closed on Sunday, so we changed to somewhere nearby, as we're going for a movie at Pavi after lunch.

#Hakata Ippudo 一風堂 @ Pavilion, KL

   As I was craving for ramen, so there we go, one bowl per person, stomach is full :) I have ordered

Kasaneaji Ramen, which served only seasonal and limited bowls per day :p The soup is absolutely yums! And you may choose the hardness for your ramen to be served: soft, normal or hard, I likey the soft one thou :p

They do have other sidedishes but we were too full for 'em, as we have a whole day of makan plan. Shall visit this place again for ramen :)

Connection Level 4,

Pavilion Kl.

Tel: 03-2110 6233

Opens 11.00am till 11.00pm

   After lunch was movie time :) As dear and I say no to The Conjuring, so we chose Percy Jackson: Sea of Monsters, by accident >< Did not heard of this movie or novel before this :p To me it's more like a teenager movie with some fantasy adventure. I'm liking Tyson the cyclops thou :)

Rating: 6.5/10 Watch if you have spare time :p

#Tujo Bar-sserie and Grill @ Ascott Kuala Lumpur

   One of my fav dining place now! The environment is absolutely awesome, filled with natural lights, bright and cheerful design with the components of it's tagline 'Eat, Play & Live'! It's deffo the place you'd fall in love to :)

Part of the interior designed of the restaurant <3

Dear and I can't resist to start camwhore around :p

As our stomach were still quite full so we go for a light dinn :)

Clockwise from the top left: Squid-ink pizza (They do serve Malaysiana pizza with sambal and ikan bilis!); Seafood Aglio Olio Linguini - me loves! ; Not sure it's cocktail or mojito ; Tuju Stinger Satay - love the pineapples cubes with the shrimp paste!; and Ice Lemon tea & Latte.

When the night is falling and lights go dim.

Tujo Bar-sserie & Grill

Ascott Kuala Lumpur

No.9 Jalan Pinang

50450 Kuala Lumpur

Tel: 03-2161 7789, 012-210 3055 (Reservations), 03-2162 7789 (General)

Opens Mondays to Sundays from 7.00am till 1.00am

#Thirty 8 @ Grant Hyatt Hotel, KL

After dinner would be dessert time! we head to Grant Hyatt for the famous signature cake :) The restaurant is located at the 38th floor having a 360 degrees landscape view of the city centre! Further, the live band is awesome as well! Super nice to have the companions of nice music and the amazing view when indulging ourselves in the desserts <3

Above: Thirty8 Signature cake - It a must try here so we had it. The cake is presentable next time i must instavideo it :p Love the combination of the cake with the caramel icecream, acceptable sweetness for me :)

Bottom: Banana, Pineapple, Coconut Crumbles with vanilla ice cream, which is dear's fav.

THIRTY8

Grand Hyatt Kuala Lumpur

12, Jalan Pinang

50450 Kuala Lumpur

Tel: 03-21821234

Hours (THIRTY8 Restaurant and Lounge):
Daily, 6:00am – 11:00pm
Hours (THIRTY8 Wine Bar):Sunday to Thursday, 12:00pm to 12:00am
Friday and Saturday, 12:00pm to 1:00am

Home with a satisfying stomach ;D

Special thanks to Mr. V for this lovely fattening day out :) Looking forward for the next!

Penang,

It's all about food, the now-everyone-must-take photo-murals, and some relaxing time with the family :) Travelling during public holiday is big no-no for me, people mountain people sea everywhere we go, traffic jam, queue up for table and food and take photo (and seriously some people dunno how to QUEUE). Honestly I'm so not likey it, yet the family member may only travel together during this peak period, so yea, I'm taking this. Despite the annoying crowd, the foods are still good, and we were quite lucky few times in gettin seats in the restaurant :p Plus we have visited few nice cafe, which is my fav. Further, I'm so satisfied to throw myself into the nice swimming pool and bathtub :) So I shall conclude that I'm happy with the trip, after all time with family is the most important thing right!

Clockwise from the top left : the famous Penang road laksa, char kway teow, chendol and rojak; hearts this lil kitty mural; recent addiction - chasing korean drama in the middle of night, with tea and snacks ; bubbly bath time <3

How fast the time passes, it's ady mid-aug now! Arrrgh, time management!!

#19

You keep telling me that I'm your weakness, and I guess you should know, you're mine too, fair enough.

Comment vas-tu?

Have been seeing this bridge quite frequent lately, in book, movie and drama. Even I've travelled to Paris twice, I still did not get the chance to visit here. Thou I have to agree that by attaching the padlock on the bridge and throw the key into Seine did not guarantee you a forever love and commitment, but I guess it's the love and affection at the moment of attaching the padlock matter the most.

(Pictures stealing from insta :p)

Perhaps there's a reason behind that why I did not get to visit Pont des Arts, or did not get to travel to Paris, with you. I guess I'd find it out one day, when I return to this city of romance :')

[Fyi: The French police have been known to patrol this bridge to stop keys from being thrown into the river.]

Je vais bien,

#18

Sometimes you just dunno whether you should trust the person you call, friend.

Too lil time,

as you said I have all the time in the world now, I have no idea why'd I still feeling lacking of time to do my own stuff. Perhaps too many pending stuff to do, or the time is passing REAL fast, aiks. It seems like I'm busier than the time before exam, now it's the first time ever I'm sitting in front of my mac to do some short update on the blog after the exam. Guess I'll post some long-winded updates laterrrr.

Life is busy again. Thank God for filling up my days. Keep praying, keep smiling.

Let it flow, let it flow,

Perhaps I'm the one driving myself insane.

Seems weaker, when I'm stressed.

One down, four to go.

Seeing you sending me home despite the tiredness from the long day of work, makes me just wanna hug you tight and lull you to sleep. Ily, a lil more today :)

Fighting tomorrow again. xx

WIsh me LOTSA lucks,

somehow you calm me down, maybe you destress for me as well :)

Feeling a lil stronger.

Thou I might be defeated by the paper later, as always :'( 

Fighting!
Truly grateful for everyone that wish me luck!
p/s: pork neck and movie made me smile :p

5 days,

and in 2 weeks time I'll be free again.

I guess it's time, to make real decision. I've been too lenient to myself before this.

#prayforpeaceofmind

Hazy days,

eyes are sorer,

lips are dry-er,

bronchus are weaker.

Damn you stupid govt.

What's on your mind,

I have no idea. 

Good night.

#17

It's her songs keep me company all night.

But here I am and here we go again

#thingihatethemost

It's finally come back to me. I'm gonna finish this 387pages in the coming 10 days. Godblessme :(

Happie Father's Day,

(Consider myself taking a short break for an evening family outing, it's been while, I miss the Sunday times with family, sobs.) 

I could never find any greater dad in this world who loves us so unconditionally, I Love You Papa :) 'nuff said.

Finally got to try that famous colourful xiu long bao, not too impressive thou. But the ramen and fried rice are good enough, and the fish fishy are yums, so yea quite a satisfied one :)

Top: Special thanks to big bro for the free new Uniqlo Airism top, chose a simple black top, can go with any of my colourful/prints bottoms, and I must say it's really cooling when I'm wearing it. 

Bottom: Intended to used my RM50 H&M vouchers at the last day but *ahem* I ended up coming back with more, as usual. Prints are current obsession, but oh B L A C K dresses again?! 

and I like it R E D recently. :*

This's gonna be a real short updates :p

#16

At a moment, I think I'm losing you.

I know, you're not even mine.

The feelings are all coming back to me again.


Gonna hug myself extra tight to sleep tonight. Oh i mean, this morning.

Wanna hug you to sleep,

no I can't,

gotta get back to study, sobs.

#imy

Wish to stay a lil longer,

'cause it's exactly where i want to be. x

Disappointment kills the appetite.

can't help it.

No, it's no one's fault.

Kill me,

Apparently I'm not good at handling stress, especially exam stress. I can face my fears or pressure from work, I could overcome all of these but not this stress. I always tend to give up before exam, broke down few times previously. I remember how awfully I cried in the phone with Dad when I was at UK before the finals, mom told me that there's tears in dad's eyes during that call, what a bad daughter I am. 

No, I can't continue like this.

and why do I start crying again.

We can learn to love again,

We're not broken, just bent.

#15

It's so annoyed that you forever see things in blurred vision.

#fml

Hey,

I have a habit of reading back my blog posts of the month, the memories are flashing back, and I even refer to Dear's post on what she wrote about me that time. I did not read/watch any sad stories lately so yea it's been awhile since I cried like this (maybe thats's why I've got dry eyes :p), I have no idea where's the tears come from. Used to write really long-winded posts that time, guess that I must be really free, opps. I guess I've closed my heart ever since then, no one could come it, and the people inside could not go out. I do not like to talk about myself, thou people try to dig it out, but really, my mouth is sealed, all I can do is write, the only way to express my complicated feelings, and to clear the mind. Looking back the past, have I burdened you with too much of tears? I'm sorry, perhaps that's the reason why you're so afraid of hurting me again. No worries okie, I'm a tougher mushroom now, and I do like how happy and relax we currently are, the moments we have, now. The past has no longer haunting me anymore, I hope you do feel the same too :)

Oh I have clearer vision now. x

Just can't

..study at home.

The plan of self grounded at home to study - failed. Progress too slow :( I guess I'll give it a week, if it still not works then I'm so gonna get out of the house. Maybe I should just camp at Starbucks, sobs.

Body seems bad now, prolly because the age is catching up, aiks. Now I have dry eyes, broken back, weak bronchus, scars and scratches all over the legs, and now I think there's something wrong with my ear labyrinth, which I suspect might be the cause of my blurry eyes now. I'd consult specialist after the exam I suppose, sobs x2.

Sounds like an old woman, sobs x3.

and Imy, sobs x4

Someone like you,

Dear told me she has a feeling that I'd still look for a boyfie like you next time. I smile. Forget what I have replied her, but I guess she knows me well enough, and an outsider always have a clearer view of all. So maybe she's right. Sometimes I feel like I'm just trapped in the past, all the memories are just too wonderful and enchanting to be forgot. I thought it should be fading, I thought this feeling isn't mutual, but why, I still feel the something, so wrong yet so right, and here, you are.

If you wanna know, ISLY.
So baby, be brave. Make your decision. I guess I could accept if I'm not the one.

After exam, okie.

10 things You must do when travel to Hat Yai

I guess the same things can be applied when you travel to Bangkok too :p

1. Do not bring any of your toiletries.
You can buy them all in 7-11 which is everywhere you go, you can find those familiar brand like Darlie and L'oreal in travel pack size which cost you so much cheaper than M'sia! For eg: Toothpaste is around 50baht and shampoo is around 20baht.

2. Do not bring extra clothing.
To be safe perhaps you may bring the bottoms, T-shirt is cheap there, you maybe get it at 100/150baht after bargaining! You may find clothing range from grandma style to baby. It applies to shoes as well :)

3. Shop at Boots.
A UK brand which sells healthy and beauty products. Boots Cucumber series are quite recommended from what I've researched, from skincare to lotion, reasonable price, and it smells nice too :) Another brand recommended by friend is No.7, which price is cheaper over there. (On my shopping list next time ;p)

4. Bargain!
Remember to bargain for whatever you buy! (Except those fixed price item, no one would bargain at McD or 7-11, heh.) Counter it with half of the price they offer you, then slowly increase the price you wanna pay if they reject. (That's what i do, and it works for me :)) Do smile and be friendly when bargaining, it helps. And when you're shopping with friends, bargain together! NO bargain NO gain! Oh, speak Hokkien do help to shop at Hatyai too!

5. Try Chinese food at Hat Yai
Surprisingly there're lotsa chinese food at Hat Yai, prolly it's near to M'sia and lotsa chinese there. Most of them can speak Hokkien dialect. Lotsa pork dishes there! Must try their dim sum, which they only steam it when you order, it costs around 15baht per plate, cheap! And they do have dim sum with bak kut teh, which i don't understand why, but don't worry they are still as delicious as they're supposed to be!

6. Eat! Makan makan and makan.
Street food are yums! List of must makan food - bird nest (100baht, cheap), fruits (especially pineapple! damn sweet!), mango sticky rice (signature dish of thai), seafood (but please beware of the price, some restaurant may con tourist and you may have to pay more than the local), roasted coconut water (oh me love!), coconut ice-cream (which i can't find it yet)... The list may go on.

7. Check the price before getting on tuk tuk.
The standard price to travel within the town area is 20baht per trip per person. But if you are planning to travel further like to the floating market, please ensure the price is acceptable for you before taking the tuk tuk, some is negotiable!

8. Massage (Everyday!)
It's everywhere on the street, the prices are mostly are 50% cheaper than M'sia! Recommended foot massage for the first timer! Standard price is 250baht per hour, but i do heard people getting cheaper price than this. Thai massage is another good choice too (200baht per hour). And yea some may be bargained as well!

9. Learn simple Thai language or Hokkien
Most of the Thai people can understand Mandarin and simple English, not much of communication problem there. However some locals may only speak and understand Thai and Hokkien, so it's always easier to communicate with them if you can speak Hokkien. Just learn some simple words/lines like numbers do help in negotiating and bargaining. You may pretend as local if you can speak a lil more Thai language :p

10. Try Samurai pork burger at McD.
Everyone said that, so i did :p It's not extremely delicious to me, but anyhow the burger is quite soft, plus it's not selling at M'sia so i guess it's worth to try. Anyway, you may try to pork burger at 7-11 too, which is so much cheaper than McD (only 20baht), recommended by my online research and it tastes good too! As a sidenote, 7-11 chicken burger is another cheap good food too!

Anyway, it's my personal opinion from my research and my merely first visit to Hatyai, and yea I did not visit any temple during this 3 days trip, opps. Hat Yai is good for a short relaxing trip of massage, food and shopping :) For those who have travelled to Bangkok may not find it fun at Hat yai as it's really a small city. Well, I shall tell you that after I visit Bangkok *wink*

x

#14

You said if no one take care of me, you will.

It sounds like you'd only want me when no one else want me. :'(

btw I scratched my knee, super pain, sobs.

Body has its own way to warn you to take care of your body,

now's the eyes' turn. Consulted specialist, got my eyes drops, slept the whole day and more rest needed.

At a moment I start wondering what if one day I've lost my sight, then I decide that I'd prefer to be deaf than blind, weee. Just a random thought that crossed my mind.

I need a speedy recovery, busy schedule awaiting, and I can't live without my cons :((((

*fingerscrossing*


p/s: thinking makes me headache wth.

Nite,

Show, again.

No I'm not his fans at all, thou i've been to his concert for the second time in 2 years time :p Thanks to Yen i've got 4 tickets to the concert again, weee. This time is at Genting, a lil distance, but I always prefer to watch concert here cause no matter what seat you've bought, you'd still have clearer view of the stage compare to other stadium which you may only see your idol as tiny as your nail size.

Well, I'm even not familiar with his songs this time, but he's funny as usual, I like the way he communicate with his fan, admire his hard work as a performer, he can really dance and sing at the same time, wow, plus his super HD screen on the stage with nice effects, it's indeed a great show. 

Now i understand why his fans so die hearted :p 

Special thanks to Dan and Vince for accompany dear and I all the way to Genting which they're definitely not interested at the concert at all, oppps.

A Day To Be Remembered,

I was trying to be objective towards all the pre-election rumours about parties trying to create choas after the poll or some dirty cheats to win. It's very common thing in every country before general election, thou I'm quite sick at all these shits. I insisted not to share any unconfirmed and unofficial news on facebook or whatsapp, not to mislead any of my dear friends and family, thou some of them have made their stand quite obviously in facebook. I was seriously considering which candidates deserve my vote, instead of choosing the parties or following the flow of 'Ubah' tsunami. I believe the result would reflect the choice of the people, as all of us have done our part, casted the vote. However, as we waited for the result to be announced one by one, I can't help but started to believe the rumours are true. I'd not be surprised that BN won, but seriously, please play it clean. What the hell is your democracy you claim that you are, how could you just turn a deaf ear to your people, the majority votes have spoken for the people, you should SERIOUSLY using your goddamn brain to think what have you done or NOT DONE for the people, instead of speaking nonsense to cover your lost!

Thanks for teaching us a lesson. You totally light up my mind. A change always needed time, insistent and courage. It's never easy, but we will never give up.

Oh, please enjoy the victory.

You still left,

what i'm good at doesn't really matter, anymore.

Tired,

travelled too much.

You'll miss home.

Still the familiar warmth of your palm,

You ll be fine, I ll still hold yours.

Yes, I should prolly find myself an official boyfie,

then I'd not have to answer the same old question - why am i single, again.
(Do i really need a reason for that, grr.)

and I'd not think of you that often, again.
(Just sometimes.)

Relapse,

but this time you'd not by my side, not even in a reachable distance.

Weakness it shows.

I'd rather not know,

'cause thinking of the possibilities makes me jealous too.

So,

this is how it feels like, when you finally get the confirmation on your doubt. Thou your 6th sense might have told you so, at some earlier times.

You have chosen that path ady, haven't you?

#13

I guess I'm having a phobia of hearing the emergency brake sound.

The fear of unable to stop the vehicle or the vehicle behind crashing into the back of mine. The recent accidents did affect me a lil isn't it. :S

And yea.. I'm absolutely fine.

Tokyo Kitchen @ Setiwalk, Puchong

Setiawalk has become my new hangout spot afterwork for movie and dining as it's kinda near to my office. The building is still new, not much for shopping but they do have quite an option of cafe/restaurant/pub. The outlook design of Tokyo Kitchen is quite catchy cause they hang all the wishing plates and made us stop by to check on the menu. (Sorry no pic on the design of the restaurant :p)

Yea Huat ahhhh in snake year!

The food pictures on the menu all look good to us so we decided to order a few for the first try :p Read some reviews on this restaurant, which stated that they do not refill the green tea but we did get refill, probably cause we order a pot? hmmm.

Mango-prawn salad - Hearts mango.

Pieces of salmon sushi - Sis said the smoked salmon is good!

They do provide lotsa varieties on salmon sushi. Too bad we didn't have the stomach for all of them this time. Besides, they have a special jumbo salmon sushi and a super-long salmon sushi, teehhee. That jumbo sushi come in the size of hand, we did not order it, just estimated from the picture :p 

Salmon sashimi and the looong salmon sushi - we ended up roll it to fit in the mouth :O

As we came at lunch hour, they do provide set lunch menu which range from RM15+ to RM30+. 

Set lunch served with chawanmushi and a glass of drink (Green tea or ice lemon tea)

Teriyaki chicken so-so, ramen nothing special - Just an average lunch

Last but not least, dessert :D

Green tea tofu cake on the left and cucumber ice-cream on the right.

Not very impressive thou, but can give it a try.

It's a decent place for dining, would visit again to try out some other food :) Fyi, they do have another branch at Sunway Giza too. *Bloated*

Ratings:

Food - 3.5/5

Service - 3.5/5

Ambience - 4/5

Value for money - 3.5/5

Gone,

It seems like this blog has been abandoned. I have been real busy lately, working always take most of my time, deducted time for Genie, friends and family, movies from the remainder, i didn't even have enough time to sleep :(

February was all about CNY, pre-CNY shopping, balik kampung, reunion dinner, and friends gathering. Don't have much time for the preparation for CNY, due to work (again), hence I didn't do much in decorating the house or spring cleaning. As for shopping, which I was later on discovered (like the very last day before CNY), most of my new-buyings are in black and white tone, oh-my, no red clothes for CNY! 

Due to the reason big bro would be resume work on chor 3 (yes work again), this year balik kampung period was really short, just a 3-days visit (where we used to be staying for a week!). Didn't get to visit the temple as we used to do in previous CNY, yet we managed to squeeze some times out for CNY movies, one of my fav part of CNY :) Although I really don't have to rush back to work, (yes I have been real FREE throughout the whole CNY period) but i decided to resume on the 4th day of CNY to accompany my bro :p Most of my friends still on leave for the week, and I was.. errm.. since I have nothing to do at work.. errm and.. bosses not around.. so I left slightly earlier.. to attend gathering/dinner :p Everyone was still in CNY mood right right :p One of the unexpected thing is that I actually spend 3 days continuously with a gang of highschool friends, which we were kinda lost contact in some sense :/ Anyway it's really happy to catch up with all of them again, thou awkward stuff happened (yea dear knows what happen). And guess what, me and dear team up for blackjack and we won a lil fortune (for the very first time), as we weren't so good at gamble :3

CNY just came and gone so soon, like I just turn on the CNY mood then it has came to the end. Besides the double intervening events - car being banged from the back, TWICE, in a week times, I actually enjoy it very muchie :) 

By the way, me and family were off to holiday at the end of Feb, yes HK/Macau AGAIN and i'm the tour guide! As expected walked till legs patah, but shop not enough :'( The feeling is like it was so close to you yet you have no time to shop!! Sad MAX :(((( Thou I still managed to bring 4 pairs of shoes/slippers/sneakers back at good bargains! Shall post about the trip later, if I have time :p

Feb is such a blissful month :) and my working life gonna ends in 3 weeks time, gonna go back to study again, oppps, where I'd have more free time, teehee, to study!

Why no photos attached in such a cheong-hei post! cause I forgot to take photossss :<

#12

Slap in the face, walkaway like that.

It'd only happen in imagination, the world need no more haters.

Happie CNY 13'

Be happy, be merry. x

Why is this sudden agony,

when your heart can barely feel anything, much..


No, you can't see it on my face. 
And no, I can't explain.

#11

Sometimes I wish I'd be a lil pessimistic so I could see thing so negatively that I would not have any vain hope on any_thing.

Don't worry, I still carry my smile.

Grrrrrr

Can I curse the si bian tai bra & panties thief???!!!! And WTH you even stole my spaghetti dress!

Why can't I lodge a police report on this :(((((

#10

'Don't choose someone you can live without, choose the one you could not live without.'

Couldn't agree more. But the fact is - I can live without everyone else, just that I'm gonna live this life a lil tougher.

Do you know that Uk is snowing now :)

Wish you were here,

when I was freezing in the cinema. :3

I miss my hair,

and i miss you, too.

Happy New Year,

wooooops, late again.

Just

Stay Calm 

(and sweet :p)

and 
Keep Smiling

:)

With lotsa love x