Shall I be glad?

..that at least this weak body is no longer one of your list of worries..

Have a lil faith, like you always told me :)
I wish I could hug the real you.

Goodnite my dear.

1st day.

The patient, the medicines, the needle (><), the dinner.

I'm actually not that sick as I look like =)
thanks for the messages, the visits, the supports and the cares..

Good night my dear friends.

Be strong girl

Am trying the best to behave like I'm actually fine/better in front of the parents but seems like the plan has failed as i'm still keep coughing/wheezing which appears to them i'm still so ill. After several checking including the x-ray, Doc said i'm actually getting better, but somehow i still have the breathing difficulty and it seems to be more serious today, two times nebuliser didn't help much this time. I didn't tell doc that i actually almost-cannot-breathe this morning after a severe cough as mom was there. I've learned that the more nervous i am, the harder i could breathe. It took me some times to calm myself down, slowly breathe in and out, telling myself that i'm gonna be fine soon, how could i be so easily defeated like this, right?

And i'll be admitted to hospital tomorrow, for better medication and recover sooner. Mommy is kinda reluctant and i know the reason, one of her daughter had been sent there and never had the chance to get out of there. Well, no worries, it's not the first time i've been sent there anyway, i'll be alright and recover soon, i'm strong babie :)

I'm not afraid of you, Mr Needle!!

Though for a very brief moment, i thought i could never breathe again.

Have a lil faith.

Wheezing seems to be more serious today, i almost can't breathe when i walk. Took the nebuliser twice, morning and night, it did help me to breathe slightly smoother after inhaling two dose of the medication but the effect could only last for less than 12 hours and i still hardly breathe when i move, parents are kinda worried i'll be relied too much on the nebuliser. Anyway, doc said i'm actually better, just that my response towards the medication is less effective as the patient normally should be 70% recovery at this moment. As i have a mere record of childhood almost-asthma and some kind of breathing problem, doc suspects i might have some latent asthma/chronic bronchitis problem which only be triggered by coughing this time. For the assurance of diagnosis, i'm gonna visit the hospital tomorrow for x-ray, i hate hospital ;(((((((

Seems like i'm making people around me worried, my fault.
See mieeeee i still can smile ;) I'll be fine, my faith is overflowed okie ;p

Little joy of the day: someone is quitting smoking for few days, good boy :)

Seems weaker

Four days i'm on meds, thought i was supposed to be recovered or showing some sign of recovery, but in fact i went for doctor again, shortness of breath again. Doc didn't really mention whether my sickness just got better or worse, but i took nebuliser again and i'm still gonna be back for it tomorrow. According to dear some patient may take it more than one time, so i guess my situation isn't that bad though it seems to be serious as the phlegm that stuck in my lungs could not be completely diluted yet. However this second-time nebuliser seems not really works on me as i can't really cough up much phlegm compared to the first time and i could still hear myself wheezing like a poor little puppy, moreover, even standing for a short period like brushing teeth seems to be an arduous task to me, sobs. Anyway, coughing is reducing since i've finished the bottle of cough syrup, and doc has change one of the medicine, i'll be fine soon, notwithstanding that i'm so bad in swallowing the medicine pills, sobs x2. *super hate medicine*

I still can rely on my Mashi anyhow :)

No more cold drinks and air-cond, kill me with this weather ahhhh, sobs x3
Can't singalong with the music/ talking for too long now, sobs x4
And i dunno why i can still gastric when i ady had a BOWL of RICE at dinner! sobs x5

I feel bad for making parents worried :'(

Wish i could sleep better tonight, sleep supine and not waking by coughing, finger crossed.

These crazy patient sistar!

Blame it on the weather that makes everyone sick! Both of us have been coughing for one whole week yet still no sign of recovery (okie only me ><, dear is much better). Not that i wanna keep hanging out instead of the supposedly-rest, but just tooo many factors like friends abroad coming back for holidays/gatherings/etc.. Okay no excuse, i'll try to rest more after the busy weekssss :p

So who said patient cannot go partayyyyy?

 We proved you wrong!

Pose like a star yo!

(bad quality night photo with iphone ><)

I must admit the concert wasn't a good one, last year Arthur's Day was much more remarkable. Most of the singers are unknown to me, the best part should be Miss Nina and DJ Skeleton yet the host just talking to much kinda ruined the atmosphere >< and we just left in the middle of Taio Cruz's performance, so did the others.

Fireworks, splendid yet brevity.

Still stuck in the jam even though we tried to leave earlier :(

We actually had a second round/private chillin' time with two unrevealable people, Mr K and Mr Z, at one isolated secret place, hehe. Their lame jokes/actions just make us laugh till coughing again, isshh! Plus the surprise they left us in the back of the car, almost spoiled our sneaking-back-home-in-5am plan, 

and yea i'm staying over at dear's place *jumping here and there*.

Because of the went-to-bed-in-the-morning plus patient non-stop-coughing-again, we ended up wake at 2pm, by several phone calls (they just somehow called at the right time ><). We had a very chillax day, starting by slowly bathing/prepare to go out, then dear's caring mommy homecooked 'tong sui' and chinese medicine, driving all the way to sunway to visit dear's cousin's roadshow, very late brunch at Bubba Gump and we did avoid all the cold drinks and fried food, responsible patient we are! :p

 Some random shots, despite some missing photosss ><

And we both back home for dinner with da families!! See we are the family girl :p According to the feng sui master of Gofamily, I'm gonna colour my nails with bright colour to bring some 'ong' to this sick body, so..

say goodbye to my newly-fav grey and hello to pinky!!

Tengok this acute bronchitis patient!! 

p/s: i do record everything with picturess! hehe, nice?

Little Joy of the Day: Parents tidy up my room when i was away *happie little girl face* :p

One of our epic conversation :p

[Direct translate from Mandarin to English]

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Mina: When i start posting/working i'm gonna look for 2 doctors leh..
Mic: 2 doctors?
Mina: Yeap, one for me one for you.
*stunned for 2 seconds*
Mic: That's so sweeeeeet of you *carrying the big smile on the face*
Mina: You can choose what type of doc you want as I'll be working at different ward/department, heh

... there starts the discussion about when should I probably bring supper to visit her during OT to take a peek on the doctors...
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Heh, how couldn't I love her more ♥

The diagnosis.

Acute Bronchitis is the inflammation of the bronchi in the lungs that is caused by some sort of an infection, whether it is caused by viral or bacterial. However, there have been instances when chemicals have caused acute bronchitis. It is described as a cough that suddenly appears due to this infection that directly impacts the large airways. Because of the infection, the immune system responds by inflaming the area in an effort of killing the cause of the infection. This, in turn, makes it more difficult to breathe.

Finally i gave up and went for doctor. Somehow the doc seems so likey me and explain everything to me, good attempt, but just making me @.@ as if i understood all the medical terms he used. Well so all these explained why am i so damn weak plus hardly breathe for the whole week.

Anyway parents back thus my job done, i could have rest happily ever after from now on :p
Jokingly.

Little joy of the day: Caring from the friends and family. I'm so blessed :)

The strong patient,

Friendship is the only thing (most probably) last :)

Sometimes I'll wonder would we be any different if we ever go beyond friend at the first place. Seems like I'm wise enough to choose the best way to sustain these relationships :)

Best friends, for life, never changed.

Speed thought.

As i was sitting in the middle of the bowling centre, hearing the rolling of the bowling down the alley, a brief contemplation takes the mind, that we shall not, i mean, your life and my life have got no intersection, anymore. We are two very different people, met at certain stage of our life, walking together for a short journey then we let go of the holding hands. You came and left without any sign, things went out of my control, I'm lost, i'm terrified, i cried. Some said to recover from a breakup, the fastest way is staying away from the ex, I'm not really sure whether it works cause i'm taking the other option, to stand by you. You have my supports and i've got your heal, fair enough.

People come and go, only the real (friend) one stays. If one day, we no longer making effort to contact each other, does that mean we gonna be like two parallel line, never will intersect?

No answer to the question of if.

Time flies, people change, memories fade, only the picture stays.

Thanks for staying at the distance that my hand could still reach out to.

Slices of the recent

The patient lazy to write so let's the pictures do the talking :)

It's the lil bro's sixteen burfday, i wonder what he had wished for at this age :}

Found this strawberry latte here, kinda missing the strawberry cappu i had at Cameron.

Shall ask for a less sweet one next time, hmm.

Choco milk brings me a sense of happiness somehow <3 

See the red pointer? i actually hit a 6-7 split, admire much? hehe :D

The maccha milk tea + toast, lovely supper. 

Oh nop, my thumb hurts :'(

*cough cough*

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Okay after all i've done, i'm still missing you, just a lil bit.

A friendship time could never cease.

Wonder how many of you still contact with your primary schoolmate? Thanks to the responsible organizer, we still get to gather once or twice a year. Though i skipped a few of them when i was at UK however i know i'll try my best not to miss anyone of them anymore.

Friends do warm us up, amazing, aren't they? :)

 Mini gathering

Second round - boss belanja karaoke *happie*

As if i can sing with this feebly voice (Oooh, nop)

Can't wait for the next one, though it will not coming any soon :]

Little joy of the day: I feel pampered when i hug.

If i never wake,

this is not the first time i cough till stomach muscle pain, like seriously if i could cough to built abs. I can hardly talk and laugh right now, scare that it will start the cough that will never stop and the abs will keep aching. The sickness just went worse as i'm having migraine too, i suspected. The headache is way too pain that woke me up every 2 hours, which i never know migraine can be this pain to actually wake people up, now only i understand why you always can't sleep well when migraine and so exhausting the next day, took me so long to actually stand in your shoes, my bad.

And the body just getting weaker as i can't really move now, any action can kill. It took my breathe away even only walking in a short distance and bathing just used up all my strength. I can hardly breathe yet i still kinda resist to see doctor. For some moments i just thought i might stop breathing anytime as it took too much of my limited energy, or i just do not wake up again when i go to sleep.

People always think of someone when they are weak.
I need not meds or rest, i just thought of you.

Monday isn't always so blue :)

Who said working on monday is blue? At least not apply to me. Perhaps start working is a better option for me, meeting new (good) people ^_^, get myself busy ><, earn some pocket money $_$ and i guess, more freedom from parents :p. It's so much more to learn, and i'm just like a well-protected greenhouse flower, maybe it's the time to grow under the real sunlights now.

Look pro? i know it!

Something to share today :

There are 3 things in life, 


that cannot be hidden: 
Cough, poor and love. The more you try to hide it, the more it shows.


that shouldn't be squandered:
Body, money and love. You actually losing more when you try to squander it.


that could never be retained:
Life, time and love. The more you try to retain, the further it goes.


And there are 3 things that shouldn't be recalled: 
Disaster, death and love. It just get bitter everytime you recall it.

Sometimes, knowing it and doing it, are two different things.

Little Joy of the day: Someone say i look younger, again :p

You'll know where to find me,

when everyone seems to be missing or disappearing, if you need someone or a shoulder, whenever you feel like talking or not talking..

I'm still standing here, standing still, with the scenery flying by. 

You just have to follow my little red (bag/shoes/dress).

Smurfily,

Missions accomplished.

Mission 1:

We've done some learning-new-road driving at the afternoon, smooth journey with the guide of the google map of my Rila (the current name of my phone :p), the best invention for road-noob person like us, heh.

Mission 2:

And we managed to visit the book fair at the last day, which we were never absent every year before we studied abroad. It reminds me how we used to sapu all the cheap, worth-buying-values booksss home last time, it's a tough job to carry the mountain-like books home, plus with public transport, which indicates our loves towards book :)

 My breakfast, their lunch, at 1pm.

@ Kiki Taiwan Cuisine, KLCC

Some of the english books are really good deals as they only cost like RM25++ each but there's no more 70% off for the chinese books this year, the max also 30% only. I have the urge to grab all the good-looking books home, books regarding photograph, foods, travel and decorating, but my purse doesn't permit me to do so :'( Ohhh, how i wish i'm richer at this moment, sobs.

Books i shopped.

 Mousiee or duckling?

We made the book fair fun :)

 playing with my Instax.

After several changes, we ended up dinner with San's family at The Mines, the main point is, we spent like hours at the arcades after the dinner, from basketball to racing (both cars and motors) to musics (hmm, we didn't touch the guns), till we forgot someone still gonna attend school tomorrow :p

We hearts the motor racing games!

(No photo provided as i was riding the motor with skirt, ohhh)

There goes another day, i'm tired finally ><

I'm actually a bookworm :p

xxx

Call me the rider! :p

I waaaaant!

You'd probably say i'm still not satisfied with my instax mini, oh no I'm still very much in love with it, buttttt... they are different function cams right? I mean it's not overly demanding for another new cam right right. Ya i know my phone is ady full with lomo cams appssss, but but, it's still not the same to snap photo by phone and cam right? This mini diana is too pretty to be owned and it's WHITE! making it more irresistible, love at the first sight, i fell, ooouch!

Isn't she such a beautyyy, no?

p/s: my birthday is coming soon, *ahem* i know it's another 2 months times, but time flies right *wink*

It's been a year,

I'm officially back to Malaysia. A sudden thought that bump into my mind when checking up the calendar, it's September. One thing good about the change in fb, it shows the previous status posted on this day in previous year, like a record/mark of my past. I find it fun to look back the words, it's what i thought at that moment, it's what my heart felt, it's the thing that i wanna let you know.

"I've got my visa" on this day in 2009.
It's like a dream came true to study abroad. Learn to stay apart from the family, learn to be independent, learn to plan, learn to cook, learn to love. I've never been to so many countries/ cooking/ learning/ drinking/ complications in a year's time. The time and environment changed me, yea damn a lot in a year, my point of view, habits, love, and even part of my character. Though i could never go back to the happily-pampered-princess me, but i'm still glad for what i've been through to make the present me.

I still remember how we spent the last night at home (you kinda ruined it thou it's not your fault!), plus the big-head-prawn me mistakenly informed friends to pick me up from the airport at the wrong date (aiksss ><), and the surprise we're giving to our family (and you insist i copy your idea). You know you're the reason i'm back, but i never really mention how i felt for coming back, mixed feelings, it's way too complex even myself could never explain, but it doesn't really matter right now, right?

"Take care of my heart, i left it with you." on this day in 2010.

 p/s: bear with me of the exceeding reminiscence.