It finally flows,

I did not cry when i heard you left, not even when i attended your wake, nor when we talk about you. I thought I've accepted that, it's just a stage of life that everyone of us'd have to go through. I've forgotten that we were once that close, but time and distance just drifted us apart, it always do, we move on to two different paths, and you are just.. an old friend of mine. Reading dear's post about you like a final reminder to me that it's true, you really left, and I ll never hear from you, anymore. I'm so sorry that I lost my courage to look at you again, but it's okay, I still remember your face, my dear friend.

and this is really the last goodbye, mr shark.

You used to call me crab, i remember.