I'm fine,

It's like an old friend that'd visit me once awhile. Been coughing for so long, I ady foreseen this prob will come back again.

No worries, nebuliser taken, on medications (this time lesser, heh), feeling better. I sure know how to take care of myself, I'm so familiar with it :)

The only bad part is -- no more cold drink a g a i n T.T
Get well soon, i will.

Still the best comfort,

Thank you Pi :)

Okie i'm seriously missing you,

must be the night that i almost-meet-but-did-not-meet you :'(

Rainy all night,

the time i miss you the most? :3

I miss your hug ady,

Be safe, come home soon. Imy.

It's cute,

when someone's willing to spend time to draw for you. (smile)

Flat 6, Room 8

Aldenham Hall, De Hav, UH

I always dream to have a big window right beside my study table or dining area, so i could enjoy the view while reading/eating. The window of my dorm isn't that big and the view isn't impressive enough, as seen in the pic, it's only houses and dorm, yet the colours of the sky is where its fascinating about. I used to spend some times to check on this a lil ordinary scenery, the colour of the sky and leaves change as the season change. Remember when the time sky's getting dark early at 4pm during autumn/winter, me and my friends just thought it's the time to cook dinner (heh) and how I just stared through the window when i try to ignore the assignments on the table (heheh). 

Staying away from home for the very first time, and staying so far away from home brings me total freedom, which also means I'm totally on my own. Independence, I'd never learn that fast without staying abroad. 

The room that carries lotsa memories. Imy.

Those are the days...

The field, College Lane campus, University of Hertfordshire, UK

That was a September autumn, when all of us flew over 14538km (says Google map) from our home sweet home to this dream land, the country that we are so familiar yet so far away. It's just the beginning of the autumn, comfy weather with cold breeze, but it's cold enough for people who lives in the forever-summer-country like us. I've forgotten how blue the sky was when we first reached, there are too many thing for us to explore, the new environment and stuff have caught all my attention. The emotion of excitement exceeded the blues of leaving home, I did not cry in the airport at all like my friends predict (smile). Maybe i should have noticed that I wasn't that fragile that me or everyone else thought I'd be, from the start.

The short-hair me, with my fav blue long cardigan.

19.09.09 the day we left on a jetplane.

Still the warmest hands,

just like a palm warmer, thou we're no longer staying in winter anymore.

I've never afraid of the snow even in the coldest days,

'cause I've got you.

Can't sleep,

It's strange, cause i always sleep so soundly when you're sleeping next to me :/

It finally flows,

I did not cry when i heard you left, not even when i attended your wake, nor when we talk about you. I thought I've accepted that, it's just a stage of life that everyone of us'd have to go through. I've forgotten that we were once that close, but time and distance just drifted us apart, it always do, we move on to two different paths, and you are just.. an old friend of mine. Reading dear's post about you like a final reminder to me that it's true, you really left, and I ll never hear from you, anymore. I'm so sorry that I lost my courage to look at you again, but it's okay, I still remember your face, my dear friend.

and this is really the last goodbye, mr shark.

You used to call me crab, i remember.

'cause you said so,

so i choose to believe.. in you.

p/s: a lil less-worried after seeing the real you.