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Sometimes you just dunno what you are moody for, like nothing could really cheer you up, or perhaps you are just too lazy/forget to be happy? :/

 but i do remember how to smile.

Cheers :)

Happie Water Dragon Year :)

thou i don't really know what that water dragon means :p

Wasn't so into Chinese New Year mood this year as i've been busy working ONLY, how sad this intern life could be. Anyway, Boss has been kind to me so i guess i ll still stick with this firm at this moment. Because of the lacking of time, i just spend a day on shopping to get all my CNY clothes which later on i realize i didn't buy anything red :/ (special thanks to my dear who purposely accompany me the whole day plus being the driver of the day, you're the best, muacks ♥) and i didn't get to help mommie much on the CNY decoration or even the spring cleaning >< Perhaps these are the reasons that make me not feeling any CNY atmosphere much :/

Polka dots seem to be the main theme this cny :p

Friday was the last day of work which i tried my best to be super efficient and finished all the worksss appointed (cause apparently i'm the only chinese working on that day in the office) in order to be on time for the pre-cny dinner with the old friends, catching up with friends is definitely the fav activity and i can see how much we have changed, from the secondary school teenager till now, everyone (or most of us) are dressing smart/formal as working adult, time flies *pause for a moment and begin the reminiscing on mind* The night was awesome, but the fly in the ointment is I still can't drink much :( aiks, the weak bronchitis.

not taken any group photo by my phone, cause someone's got the new Siri :/

Saturday marks the start of the CNY holiday, having enough sleep and spending time at home are the simplest happiness. Basically it's all about cleaning, tidying and packing job all day. And i went for a last-min haircut, am still keeping someone's fav long hair, so not much changes i could do on this hair. Sometimes i'd wonder am i still keeping it as you requested or perhaps i'm the one who actually so used to the existence of this long hair, a random thought :/ Sunday is the balik kampung day, and early morning i have brought Genie back to the hospital for the check up, and this time her red blood cell is increasing, not reaching the normal level yet, but she ll get better, i know :)

how we brought her balik kampung - see this naughty girl sleeps so soundly on the new car ♥

The CNY eve and Chu Yi are all about reunion meals and chats, more meals and chats, and the fav part is playing with the cutie nephew and nieces, shall post more after taking pic with them. It's time for bed as i'm starting to yawn :O Nitezzzzzzzz.

Bad luck goes away, good luck stick to stay! May all of us have a better year ahead :)

Huat ah!!

why am i still coughing
*cough cough*

Loves,

The way we whatsapp-ing and talk about everything, from the UK dream back to Malaysia then back to Europe.. Am glad that we found something that we are perfectly match.. And I find it cute when I'm trying to make fun of you and you ll reply me kenot! - you still making me smile in your very own way :)
 
it just somehow feels like nothing between us has changed..

and i still believe in you,

I need your comfort,

but google map says you're 226km away :(

I m still grateful,

thou my body still seems to be so weak, cause' Genie is back ♥

Can't really take good photo of her as she is now keep exploring and jumping around :)

Was leaving the office a little bit earlier, thou the traffic is quite irritating, and i've spent like 1 hour plus to wait for the doctor, everything is worthwhile when i saw her barking and trying to get out from the cage when she saw me :) 

Despite it's still late when i got home due to the heavy rain, but all my work is done today, spending a little time with Genie and talking with the family about how naughty she is (even the big bro that seems to be not-so-close with her has purposely came downstair to play with her), taking some time to read the newspaper which i used to do long time ago while seeing Genie keep moving/walking around like she used to be. I couldn't be more grateful for an evening like this.

and guess what, i sleeping now, right after i post this :)

Okie, maybe a little times after i play with my phone :p

The one that got away.

They say you would never stop loving someone that you used to love so much, you ll just keep them in a corner of your heart, you ll get over, you ll move on, you might fall for someone new, someone making you smile again, you might be holding someone else's hand, who may eventually be the one holding yours at the end of the aisle...

and when you seem to forget, he's back.
Life is about choices, isn't it?

The thing now is, would you still worth to be fighting for?

 and you'll always have a place in my heart too. 

I'm officially

...missing you

and i dream of you last night :)

lIfe is busy 3.0

See me upgraded the version of my busyness? That's the only word i could find to describe my life, or the next word might probably be tired :/ They say new year new beginning, yea indeed, I'm doing attachment in Zico starting the very first working day of the year. Working in a big firm is a totally different experience and i'm liking their systematic way of work and the overall grant-er and more presentable of the office out-look. And certainly the people are different too, i find it fascinating when listening a chinese speaking a british accent english which actually distracted me from work :p Nevertheless, the tolls and parking fee are much expensive compare to the previous one but surprisingly the traffic is actually better, I'm reaching the office in around 30 mins times in the morning and even traffic of the journey home isn't that bad as expected.

the partially clear blue sky that greets me home today ♥
Another good thing about this job, i get to see the sun shines every morning and the sky is still bright when I leave the office, love seeing the ever-changing colour of the sky, little things that made my day. 
Wish to write more but time doesn't allow me to, so toodlessss. Good night :)


and i still have a question on matrimonial matter to tackle with :/

What's your new year resolution?

Maybe no resolution is the best resolution? Hmm :)

and it's gonna be a good year <3