Because gastric ruined my night,

the pain like seriously killing me :'(

The flowers are all in gigantic size, me like!

Slept the whole night, so it explains why I'm here at this hour. It's still a good day thou,last wish before sleep: colder sunny day tomorrow! ;)

I just can't help,

when everyone is going for holidays, with friends with family, in few hours time later on, but missing you very much at this moment. You would probably asleep on your own sweet bed, dreaming of something you and I always making fun with, or perhaps you are too tired to dream after the journey home, i find myself smiling when i think of the way you sleep like a kid and seems like i could never get bored of it. Okay, i guess i have stop now if not i'll write a long-winded essay and running out time to sleep, have fun with your trip, okie :))

Just a night but i find the teddy is way too small to hug for sleep.

Lately,

apart from the eat-sleep-eat-sleep routine everyday, i actually did something more then being a piglet, okie hanging out with friends not really counted in, i went for 2 part-time job interviews (and I never know applying part time job need to be interviewed, sound so formal), the first one is actually being a volunteer  at Perhentian Island (yes, i never been there!) and Yvo girl will be going with me, weee :) We were interviewed at the same time, and we are like, 'huh the so-called interview was done?' when we're told that we have been chosen, heh, my 1st time interview experience. And the second one is a more formal job in a conference, honestly the only preparation i did was googling map the office the night before it and i have to say it again, Malaysia highway signboard S.U.C.K.S! I was totally out of mood to mention it again, was late to the interview but fortunately they interviewed the candidates one by one so i'm the last to be interviewed, i'm getting nervous plus regrets while waiting for it after hearing the others talking about how serious the interviewers are, was opening my ears as huge as i can to listen what questions have been asked. Though they will only confirm our participations later on but i think/guess/assume i did quite okay in the interview, hmmmm. Not a bad experience, as i would need them for my future job, okay i must admit i'm so noob in this, ya to work :/

Besides the boring interviews, life is actually fun in holiday and with friends! (or perhaps some good foods and drinks :p) ;)

It's Kelly's big day! 

I thought we were the one giving her surprise but ended up she surprises me :) The girl still pampers me till this day, i'm so love-ed, thankiuu <3 

And and..

The new pet, 扁嘴Rila.

New specs in da house! 

I picked purple again instead of black, thou it seems no difference with the previous one but i'm just the kind of girl won't choose black when there's other available colour :p

Last but no least,

 Baskin Robbin 31 came earlier this month!

Happiee holidays people!

Before you leave..

Thank you for the night,
and sorry i seem like always make you hurt, aikss. 八字不和, i guess :p


p/s: and my back is still killing me, don't copy me, hmm.

There's always something good happening,

thou it might be somewhere else, or it no longer a dream of yours.

Anyhow, wedding is a day worth waiting for, it represents the determinations and commitments of love and care between two hearts, to be proved enduringly, in the remaining life.

p/s: Steal this pic from fb, I'm happy for both of you, congratz :)

p/s of p/s: now i totally understand why people cries in the wedding, tears of happiness :')

With lots of loves, 

Sometimes,

I love being solo.

Why am i feeling of losing you again,

when you're not even mine. 

Love story doesn't always have a happy ending.

Once upon a time, there is a boy playing this song to this girl, telling her that he gonna be her man, now and forever, but she gave up the love too easily, the promise could no longer be performed. She was once wondered would there be any difference if she tries to work out with him, however it's just a thought, decision made could not be changed. You will only know what happens at last if you continue walking that path. She has learned that there is nothing to be regretful, everything happens for a reason, it's in God's plan. If something doesn't belong to you, it will eventually be gone, however, if it is something meant to be, it will just somehow happen.

She just thinks of him, silently,

 everytime she hears this song.

I'm fine.

It has been awhile, but if you miss me saying this,
Yes I miss you, I do.

I'm missing this girl already...

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. The girl that never absent in every part of my life (ya, of course after we met), always have always will :)

Can't wait to meet you dear  ♥ 

Angel, no more.

The little evil horns are growing. I'm feeling a bit (or more) rebellious. Nothing could stop me from doing what i wanna do and I don't really care what you think of me. Imma be the sweetest b*tch you'll ever meet.

p/s: I'm sorry that if anyone get hurt.

The day isn't always started with a good one,

arguments and phone ruined my morning but friends gave me better evening and you gave me a good night. I shall say thank you.

What actually significant is depends on how you end it.

p/s: Good night and good luck okie :))

Life is bittersweet..

..when you thought you had a great day but something turns you down? or when you/1 still gonna leave anyway? or maybe you are not sure whether you are happy or not for something right/wrong/neither of both?

Just a deep pondering/frivolous wondering.

At least at the end of the day i still have the bak kut teh that warms my stomach and something warms my heart.

Keep smiling, that's what you taught me :))

After hibernation..

All these made my day :)

 Kick start the day with breads and coffee, a lovely Sunday morning.

 The companion of the day, Yenly the purple angel from Angels Gang. And we met a mixed Husky at the cafe, so quteeee :) (but i didn't manage to take her photo before she left ><)

Our main intention today is Matta Fair, after brunch we went to PWTC and we parked the car at The Mall hotel, the freaking turns all the way up to the top of the carpark made me slightly dizzy @.@. Well the fair wasn't as crowded as i expected, it made us easier to walk in the exhibitions anyway. After checking the air tickets and travel packages, we ended up buying skincare products and masks in another exhibition :p

 8/10, I just love Caesar.

Then we went for a movie at One U, and i must say the Malaysia signboards sucks, it took us a long way to reach Damansara, grrr. And we managed to get tickets for the movie, The Rise of Planet of The Apes, i'm kinda liking the story, a baby chimpanzee, Caesar is kept with the scientist after a failure experiment on developing the cure for Alzheimer's disease. The virus in the experiment mutates the chimps and give them the human level of intelligence. The baby Caesar is sooo adorable! and he grown up like a naughty but smart kid until he is detained as he hurt someone to protect his owner/family. Ya i cried few times for this poor ape when he showed how much he wanna go home and how he misses his family and i feel so pity on the torment he suffered which changed him to be revengeful. The animals are always the innocent yet suffering one from human acts, how sad :(

In addition, i went shopping before and after the movie, oh nooo, i've been shopping continuously after the exam, i'm so gonna broke!

And i love this dress, but not my size, sobs :'(

That's what i brought/bought home.

And the day didn't end like this, something turns us down, can't find the cafe we want for dinner. However, the owner of that cafe called us later on told us that we would have to book to makan there. Is that means we were actually lucky cause we can't find the cafe at last? Hmm..

 Found my new love, Milky rose tea <3

Though it has been awhile since i last drove and driving the whole day, weary me, but still a great day to me :) Special thanks to angel Yenly who bought me breakfast, and patiently giving me advice on trips and accompany me for shopping, love her more.

Homesick.

I saw London again. It's on the news, movies, photos, facebook... it's everywhere i go. People may never understand the little joy i had when i saw familiar places/buildings appeared on the scene of the movies. They will never know how much Big Ben and Westminster means to me, the times i spent on Oxford street and Leicester Square, the smell of the underground, my missing and affections toward this city.

Someone says i'm living in the past, i would neither admit nor deny, in fact, i prefer to call it reminiscing. Nothing is faster than the speed of thought, i can look at anything and think of everything. A part of me is made of memories, so i'm missing the missing. But no worries, another part of me is made of dreams, so i'm still living in the living.

Till then.

A Beautiful Life • 不再让你孤单

7/10, a simple story but with good casting.

A late night movie, no popcorns, no other audience, just me alone facing the computer screen. Everything is so quiet, in slow motion, just like the movie. The story starting with a HongKong pretty lady making a living alone at Beijing, her boyfriend was cheating on her and alcohol was her way of problem-solving/escaping. She is lonely but she is somehow lucky, she met this honest and simple-minded guy, who always appear to her whenever she needs him. However, life is never easy to them, the good guy is sick, he starting to forget some little thing, he can no longer work as a police which used to be his pride, and he still has to take care his brother. He's no longer the one she could rely on and now she gonna proves him her determination to walk this way with him. Sounds like a typical romance story? To me it wasn't romantic at all cause there are too much realities they need to face, but it doesn't really matter, cause these two lonely hearts have found themselves a companion, to walk this long journey together, that's the thing matter the most.

It's not those kind of movie will make you cry like hell, my tears just dropped few times, and few drops per time. The review for this movie wasn't good enough, so don't expect too much (from the preview), but i think both main characters are really remarkable and make this a good movie.

p/s: I find the chinese movie title is more appropriate than the english one. Just like him impliedly promises her, will never let her be alone, or vice versa.

And this song is exactly the movie.

It's not over, yet.

Time flies in a blink of eye, the exam is over. No more sleepless night, no more restriction, no more unfinished notes, no more stress, it's finally the freedom that we longed for. When the examiner announced at the last paper, "The time is over, please stop writing...", I wasn't as excited as those cheering in the exam hall, not even a minute, the only feeling i had in mind is relieved, and i stop writing once they announced, unlike the previous papers, I'd keep writing as much as i can, final struggling, heh.

Perhaps i was too exhausted, or maybe the effect of alcohol at the post-exam chillin', i ended up lying at home for two days. Sick right after exam, how lame, the only thing make me slightly happy is, i'm losing weight again, wee :) Apart from this, life is actually lifeless without something you can work for. I'm gonna miss the time we studied and chor dai di together, from Old town to Syiok YMCA, to Austin Chase and Starbucks, Garden, to McD Bangsar, we actually studied at lotsa places right :) But after today, we might or might not be coursemate again. There goes the almost-one-year CLP.

Are we gonna be separated like this? I get sentimental everytime i think of this. However, someone assure me he's gonna be here, some promise me that she gonna accompany me study if i'm gonna retake CLP and my dear told me, when i think something has come to an end, it might actually be a new beginning, so i guess, it's not over yet. I miss my friends ady :)

It's time to partayyy!

Little happiness?

Done the toughest paper today, now i realized how important the statutes are in the exam, without them there is nothing much i can do. Despite that this could be the worst paper i've done, i'm actually kinda relieved that there is only one paper left for this torturing-suffered-exam. Life might be boring during exam, but there's something, some little thing that made my day, it might be negligible but that's the reason of the smile on my face today, thank you :))

And i'm so in love with Adele lately, her voice tells thousand stories, simply amazing.

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

Indeed.

And it gonna end soon.

3 days to go, 2 more papers. There goes the almost-1-year CLP life. It's been the most suffering weeks for me and my dear friends, ever. I break down few times, the day before every paper. I know i'll be regretted later on for giving up so easily but honestly, it's way beyond my mental tolerance towards stress. Forgive me for my cowardness for exam. And thank you for all the supportive and caring message that hold me till this moment.

I'll back to the old life real soon.