Happiness is #1

knowing someone's waiting for you despite how late (early :p) it is.

Nite world.

I just love to mess things up,

everything.

'cause I don't even know what i really want now.

Movie date,

8/10

I finally got to watch this long waited movie, again it's proven movie always go below my expectation when i'm very looking forward for it. Not that it isn't nice, just that i'm feeling of something is missing. The ending is kinda familiar to me somehow, i wasn't expected that but i guess i heard some similar story from somewhere else, as it's inspired by a true story. Anyway, i'm still touched when they vow, my fav part of the movie,

Paige: I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness and to have the patience that love demands, to speak when words are needed and to share the silence when they are not and to live within the warmth of your heart and always call it home. 
Leo: I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love.

The words are so beautiful that make me wanna cry.

p/s: I'm giving it a 8, cause i'm watching this with you. 

Thou' the shoulder wasn't so comfy, but yes, i love you.

Love,

You mention about that word, i'm stunned for a second.
A question that i never really thought about, or perhaps the question i try to avoid.

Ohhhhh, what am i caught in this kind of situation again :/

The week can never be this busy,

Sunday, 18th March

I was there again, with different companions, at The Malaysia Hot Air Ballon Fiesta 2012, the sky wasn't blue enough for nice picture and we were sweating like hell over there, but despite that, we had fun taking pictures :) Forgot to mention, I was on a real busy schedule that day, early morning wakey to see doctor, yea my bronchitis prob is back again, like a never ending nightmare, but no worries, i ll be fine. Then at night has been dragged out for meeting the gossip boys, too bad they did not get to dig any P&C news update from my mouth :p

Finally, souvenir from Ivan.

Surprised for the very first time.

Monday, 19th March
Another day with lotsa stuff to be done, meeting doctor for check-up - collecting Genie's medicines from the vet - meeting Yen for lunch - attended the evening civil class - and meeting my ladies which decided spontaneously after the class.

Yesh, we yum cha at Western food restaurant. A relaxing time we had.

Tue, 20th March

9.5/10, never cried this much for a movie.

Movie outing with sis, I know she will be the best companion for this movie. It's on my must-watch-movie list. This movie and Deanie Ip, have won lotsa awards before it comes to Malaysia. I know how easily i cry for story but this time, i'm real touched by the character, Tao Jie, who spent the rest of her life serving her master. The movie is as simple as its name, no any death or cry scene, but so real-life that make me cry like hell, tears flow like tap water, like seriously unstoppable. I even have the urge to cry it out again after movie ends, how strong i feel this movie.

Sometimes you just gonna make a lil change to your habit, it might surprise you :)

Wed, 21th March

look at her manja face!

She was playing with food and refuse to eat, I'm gonna fed her by hand in the end ><

This baby girl has finally display her supposed-to-be puppy's personality, always actively walk around the house and follow people :) She's still so naughty likes to bite and nowadays she always wait and look at us to play with her. We have got her the 2nd vaccine but she's having some skin prob now, i know, problem never ends right :/ but still, can't tell you how grateful i am seeing her acting like a healthy puppy now.

Late fast food dinner, i must be gaining 2 kgs at that night.

Meeting Ti for movie at night, I consider myself the lucky one cause the number of time he enters cinema can be counted by one hand. Because of his jet-lag problem, we're watching the midnight movie, I've chosen John Carter, heard that the review isn't so bad and yea, the storyline is a lil different from what i expected, and i'm surprise it's a Disney movie :p

7/10, not a must-watch, but worth watching if you have spare time :p

Was in a dilemma of making decision in the evening. I'm so wanted to meet you that i almost ffk this movie date and just run to you, but i convinced myself that it'd not be a correct decision, thing might goes wrong, i don't wanna mess this relationship up, i really dont. Thus, there i was.

Thurs, 22th March

The only day i seem to be a lil bit free-er. This lil sweet stuff make my day :)

Fri, 23 March

Minnah dear came to pick me over for the sleepover, I love doing this when either of our parents aways, it's like a custom for us now, god knows how much we dream to stay together, to be away from the parents' restrictions, a total freedom we longer for. Anyway, dear has been real busy for her study this week, was working on her report the whole evening and sorry my dear i nap while accompanying you heh.

muahaha, was enjoying the massage chair while dear doing her report :p

At night was the time spending with my Famili member, dinner plus the after party, i drag dear out with me which later on we ended up burning the midnight oil till 5 in the morning to finish her report. Didn't drink much that day and for the very first time i was feeling of not enough of alcohol, hmm :/ and i was missing someone so muchie, just like a side-effect of drinking, always. Poor dear still gonna continue her report after that, and i was doing my best companion job to ensure her finish it. Special thanks to someone for sacrificing the sleeping time for accompany me :) and another cute companion :)) *wink*

The yummy Japanese Cuisine @ Ishin

Sat, 24th March

You know what we did last sat :p

No i'm not gonna tell you what we did the whole day :X Packed schedule, we feel like we are meeting the clients one by one the whole day. Thanks for the dinner Mr. L, Happie Birthday Mr. Z, the drinking games was fun Mr. K and H and special thanks to Mr. C for sending us home at 5 in the morning :)

Sun, 25th March

Reaching home at 8, slept and woke for F1. I felt like i did not slept at all. Thou not a big fan of F1, but still i'm feeling sooo excited seeing Ferrari racing with my own eyes, yes my eyes only locked on Ferrari and Alonso :p

this call the excitement defeats sleepiness face :p 

Happie time flies.

Till then.

IMY

for the first time i regretted for not replying your whatsapp :/



p/s: i wanttt toooo watch moovieeee :(

Happy day,

Things go with plan. :)

A chillin' night with my girls. :))

Driving alone on a midnight highway. :)))

When you tell me that you gonna take care of me with the lovey lovey eyes. :))))

I miss you.

*hugsie*

Not again,

I can tell it by the immediate wheezing after some movement especially climbing the stairs and I even heard some funny/creepy voices in breath.

It's back again.

I just wish I could have a good night sleep tonight, not waking up by cough or phlegm or the running nose.

Nite.

I melt,

When you say you're leaving your heart with me.

<3

It's merely a feeling,

that you still love me, for a brief moment.

Please correct me if i'm wrong.

This poor little girl,

Yes, Genie is admitted to the vet AGAIN due to her diarrhea and vomiting. Not sure of the reason of diarrhea as it can be any of the reasons. We strongly suspect it's caused by one of the canned food that we fed her. Her pickiness left us no choice but to keep changing the dog food for her till she eats, her appetite swings like seriously worse than my mood. My tears like so gonna fall when mom called and told me she vomits blood. Gik sum sei ngor dei larrrrrrr. Well her condition is good after staying overnight at the vet, injections and meds but mom insists to let her stay for another night for observation, so she will be discharged tomorrow. Can't wait.  And yea, one good news is, her RBC finally increase, not much but enough to cheer me up a lil.

Have you seen such a EMO queen doggie before ><

Come back to jie jie soon.

My hair, this long

and i'm still keeping it..

like how i miss you.

No, i'm not emo,

Been coughing for awhile, not a serious one, not until this morning when i cough out the sputum, and i wasn't so sure without my spectacles on, but there's something red in the sputum. Well it might just because my throat finally hurts after so long of cough. Am not so worried about it, after all i'm so used to this not-so-healthy body.

Secondly, I hit a motorbike when i was on the way to the vet. Okie not so serious one again, i just kinda hit on that motorbike's number plate. As usual the motor driver will try to ask for more compensation but he isn't that bad and greedy, despite the slightly shaking voice which I guess i'm the only one that noticed this, i think i handle it quite well, for a first-timer. I sincerely apologize, it's really my fault, i wasn't paying 100% of attention on the road. My brain's functioning quite well when it comes to this kind of stuff.

Ignore the incidents abovesaid, that's something good happen too, Genie is fine, she isn't fever after the first vaccine and her RBC count didn't drop much after stopping the medications. But Dr. says she's slightly small size for her age, oh reaaally.. must be because of her pickiness on food :/

Genie loves Starbucks too :)

Things will get better, just like my Genie.

p/s: Leap year, reminds me of that movie we watched together. I miss the green Ireland.