110km/j

If you ask me what's the best part of entering CLP, i'll reply, the freedom of driving. I still have curfew for driving though, but it's getting later, as i always wish. I enjoy driving, especially alone, i'll sing along with the radio, and i can speed up, weeee :p The fastest speed me recorded is 165km/j, and i'm not dare to go beyond it yet. Yea you will probably tell me speeding is dangerous, but i just can't help myself to speed up, can't bear with the tortoise-ish vehicle, especially on a highway, please go to hell for blocking my way! And today i found out the perfect speed for myself, 110km/j, it's definitely not slow but still within the speed limit, fulfill the requirement for me and the people worry for me :p I could not promise you to drive slow, but i'll try to drive safe okie :)

p/s: btw, i'm kind of missing on the car seat :p

A Short Escape.

A day trip to Sekinchan, a short escape that i needed, to get me out of my messy life, temporarily. I've been stucked in all the mess in my life. People will only see me, physically, not knowing my inner complication, guess that i must be hiding it very well. I feel, so-not-me. I no longer can cry so easily, to be exact, i no longer have tears. When i feel like crying, the tears reluctant to fall and there's no other way to express my sorrow, except blogging i guess. I feel numb, can't feel anything inside, or perhaps, the heart is missing. But, thank god i'm still able to smile, is that means i'm gonna face all these with my smile, despite sad or happy :)

I've read a story, a mental patient thought himself as a mushroom, squatting at a corner, not eating or drinking, acted like a real mushroom. Then his psychiatrist, follows him, also squatting beside him. The patient asked the psychiatrist: "Who are you?", the psychiatrist answered:"I'm a mushroom too". The patient nodded and continue to be a mushroom. After a while, the psychiatrist stood up and started to walk around the room, the patient asked: "Aren't you a mushroom, how can you walk around?", the psychiatrist replied: "Why can't a mushroom walk!". The patient found it makes sense, so he also started to walk around. After that, the psychiatrist began to eat, the patient asked again:"How can you eat as a mushroom?", "Mushroom can definitely eat!" the psychiatrist answered. Thus, the patient started to eat too. After a few weeks, the patient is recovered and live like an ordinary people, eventhough he still thinks he is a mushroom. 

We could continue to live with the wounds in the past, as long as the pains do not affected our whole life, we can still carry on, live happily every after. So yea, i'm a mushroom. 

Wounds are recovering, though the scars might leave. Or i should say, the scars will always remain there. There're options of conceal it or leave it and accept it, aikss, i hate scars.

Anyway, to whosoever reading this and thinks i'm not alright, i'm actually fine here :) i'm a tougher mushroom.

p/s: I shall write the whole trip out after i arrange the 1200++ photos, provides that i have the time and mood ><

It must be a good day

I was supposed to be sleeping at this hour, gonna drive a 2 hours journey to Sekinchan later. As usual, i can't sleep, so hard for me to adjust my sleeptime to a normal one, my biological clock works like this since i'm 15. Anyway, i'm going to snap photos, God please grant me a sunny day :)

p/s: I saw my favourite photo of us, it captured the moment. I think of you, my feeling is complicated. But i can't cry, no tears, so i smile, because it happened.

Red Riding Hood

A gothic like renovation to the tale of Red Riding Hood, our childhood story. I can't help myself like it very much, thou the review on this movie isn't so good. I would never say Amanda Seyfried is pretty, but she's stunning here, i'm kind of liking her now. Oh, not to mention, the guys, me loves! Perhaps the movie is directed by the same director of Twilight, my type of irresistible romance, it explains why i'm loving it :)

                                              Who's afraid of the wolf :p      

Have a Blessed Easter!

Domo wanna wish everyone Happy Easter!!

Where's my Easter egg by the way ><

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I hate this feeling.

It's awful.

Again i do not know the reason.

The reason has better left unknown, i guess.

I had really good days

Yesterday and today

I was supposed to be happy

What the hell am i thinking 

Wth

I should probably get some sleep. 

A day like this..

So close yet so far, i found out the true meaning today ><

The change, that i longed for

The haircut.

*ka cha* 

The scissors sounds.

My heart skips a beat.

The long fringe that used to mean a lot, gone.

p/s: looking forward for the new me? :)

Love and Other Drugs

A movie date, and I quote this from the movie, 

Maggie Murdock: I'm gonna need you more than you need me. 

Jamie Randall: That's okay.
Maggie Murdock: [crying] No it's not! It isn't fair! I have places to go!
Jamie Randall: You'll go there. I just may have to carry you.
Maggie Murdock: ...I can't ask you to do that.
Jamie Randall: You didn't. 

How sweet :)

Ya, I love both Anne Hathaway and Jake Gyllenhaal, they're cute! 

You meet thousands of people, none of them touch you. And then you meet that one person and your life is changed, forever.


You just gonna admit this.


p/s: i was addicted, was.

Domo, the new toy

Domo's little profile:
Name: Domo
D.O.B: 31 March 2011
Sex: Male
Loves: Foods and travel
Hates: Big sun, water and dirts
About me: Don't you mess with me, i bite!