Sometimes happiness can be so great that makes you wanna cry,

Its deffo not the best wedding video i have ever seen, but happiness can be as simple as this, and tears filled my eyes when i heard the vow.

Best wishes, my dear keigo :) 

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Someone says,
Girls will remember the guy who make her smile,
Guys will remember the girl who make him cry;

but in the end,
The girl will still choose to stay with the guy who make her cry,
yet the guy will choose to stay with the girl who make him smile.


Isn't it fortunate if you could find the guy who is able to make you smile and cry.

and it's you,

Goodbye Steve.

It's really not my intention to be like i'm so care about the death of him, but everyone who has a fb account would know about this news, as the first thing i checked when wakey from the not-well-sleep this morning. Honestly i'm a total noob for all technology products, or maybe i should say i'm absolutely lazy to figure out how the machines work thus owning a Mac or Iphone didn't bring much enhancement to me, I just bought it for the sake of having it. To me Steve J. is nothing but just the inventor (okie, an outstanding/famous one), not until i spent 15mins to watch his commencement speech at Stanford University, 2005, the one he shared 3 of his true life stories which genuinely touched me and changed my point of view towards him.

(or if you prefer to read and i've got you the text of the speech.)

My super-favourite part,

Isn't it somehow similar with anything happens for a reason? *wink*

So i'm here, showing my respect to this brilliant man of the century.
To the impacts and changes, he brought to us.

Monday isn't always so blue :)

Who said working on monday is blue? At least not apply to me. Perhaps start working is a better option for me, meeting new (good) people ^_^, get myself busy ><, earn some pocket money $_$ and i guess, more freedom from parents :p. It's so much more to learn, and i'm just like a well-protected greenhouse flower, maybe it's the time to grow under the real sunlights now.

Look pro? i know it!

Something to share today :

There are 3 things in life, 


that cannot be hidden: 
Cough, poor and love. The more you try to hide it, the more it shows.


that shouldn't be squandered:
Body, money and love. You actually losing more when you try to squander it.


that could never be retained:
Life, time and love. The more you try to retain, the further it goes.


And there are 3 things that shouldn't be recalled: 
Disaster, death and love. It just get bitter everytime you recall it.

Sometimes, knowing it and doing it, are two different things.

Little Joy of the day: Someone say i look younger, again :p

A Beautiful Life • 不再让你孤单

7/10, a simple story but with good casting.

A late night movie, no popcorns, no other audience, just me alone facing the computer screen. Everything is so quiet, in slow motion, just like the movie. The story starting with a HongKong pretty lady making a living alone at Beijing, her boyfriend was cheating on her and alcohol was her way of problem-solving/escaping. She is lonely but she is somehow lucky, she met this honest and simple-minded guy, who always appear to her whenever she needs him. However, life is never easy to them, the good guy is sick, he starting to forget some little thing, he can no longer work as a police which used to be his pride, and he still has to take care his brother. He's no longer the one she could rely on and now she gonna proves him her determination to walk this way with him. Sounds like a typical romance story? To me it wasn't romantic at all cause there are too much realities they need to face, but it doesn't really matter, cause these two lonely hearts have found themselves a companion, to walk this long journey together, that's the thing matter the most.

It's not those kind of movie will make you cry like hell, my tears just dropped few times, and few drops per time. The review for this movie wasn't good enough, so don't expect too much (from the preview), but i think both main characters are really remarkable and make this a good movie.

p/s: I find the chinese movie title is more appropriate than the english one. Just like him impliedly promises her, will never let her be alone, or vice versa.

And this song is exactly the movie.

A Short Escape.

A day trip to Sekinchan, a short escape that i needed, to get me out of my messy life, temporarily. I've been stucked in all the mess in my life. People will only see me, physically, not knowing my inner complication, guess that i must be hiding it very well. I feel, so-not-me. I no longer can cry so easily, to be exact, i no longer have tears. When i feel like crying, the tears reluctant to fall and there's no other way to express my sorrow, except blogging i guess. I feel numb, can't feel anything inside, or perhaps, the heart is missing. But, thank god i'm still able to smile, is that means i'm gonna face all these with my smile, despite sad or happy :)

I've read a story, a mental patient thought himself as a mushroom, squatting at a corner, not eating or drinking, acted like a real mushroom. Then his psychiatrist, follows him, also squatting beside him. The patient asked the psychiatrist: "Who are you?", the psychiatrist answered:"I'm a mushroom too". The patient nodded and continue to be a mushroom. After a while, the psychiatrist stood up and started to walk around the room, the patient asked: "Aren't you a mushroom, how can you walk around?", the psychiatrist replied: "Why can't a mushroom walk!". The patient found it makes sense, so he also started to walk around. After that, the psychiatrist began to eat, the patient asked again:"How can you eat as a mushroom?", "Mushroom can definitely eat!" the psychiatrist answered. Thus, the patient started to eat too. After a few weeks, the patient is recovered and live like an ordinary people, eventhough he still thinks he is a mushroom. 

We could continue to live with the wounds in the past, as long as the pains do not affected our whole life, we can still carry on, live happily every after. So yea, i'm a mushroom. 

Wounds are recovering, though the scars might leave. Or i should say, the scars will always remain there. There're options of conceal it or leave it and accept it, aikss, i hate scars.

Anyway, to whosoever reading this and thinks i'm not alright, i'm actually fine here :) i'm a tougher mushroom.

p/s: I shall write the whole trip out after i arrange the 1200++ photos, provides that i have the time and mood ><

The song of the night :)

I just couldn't stop myself repeating this song. The melody is beautiful, her voice is comforting, i feel the lyrics.

Perhaps when the eyes are blind and the mouth no longer telling the truth, the feeling of touching is the only thing that is true.