#14

You said if no one take care of me, you will.

It sounds like you'd only want me when no one else want me. :'(

btw I scratched my knee, super pain, sobs.

Body has its own way to warn you to take care of your body,

now's the eyes' turn. Consulted specialist, got my eyes drops, slept the whole day and more rest needed.

At a moment I start wondering what if one day I've lost my sight, then I decide that I'd prefer to be deaf than blind, weee. Just a random thought that crossed my mind.

I need a speedy recovery, busy schedule awaiting, and I can't live without my cons :((((

*fingerscrossing*


p/s: thinking makes me headache wth.

Nite,

Show, again.

No I'm not his fans at all, thou i've been to his concert for the second time in 2 years time :p Thanks to Yen i've got 4 tickets to the concert again, weee. This time is at Genting, a lil distance, but I always prefer to watch concert here cause no matter what seat you've bought, you'd still have clearer view of the stage compare to other stadium which you may only see your idol as tiny as your nail size.

Well, I'm even not familiar with his songs this time, but he's funny as usual, I like the way he communicate with his fan, admire his hard work as a performer, he can really dance and sing at the same time, wow, plus his super HD screen on the stage with nice effects, it's indeed a great show. 

Now i understand why his fans so die hearted :p 

Special thanks to Dan and Vince for accompany dear and I all the way to Genting which they're definitely not interested at the concert at all, oppps.

A Day To Be Remembered,

I was trying to be objective towards all the pre-election rumours about parties trying to create choas after the poll or some dirty cheats to win. It's very common thing in every country before general election, thou I'm quite sick at all these shits. I insisted not to share any unconfirmed and unofficial news on facebook or whatsapp, not to mislead any of my dear friends and family, thou some of them have made their stand quite obviously in facebook. I was seriously considering which candidates deserve my vote, instead of choosing the parties or following the flow of 'Ubah' tsunami. I believe the result would reflect the choice of the people, as all of us have done our part, casted the vote. However, as we waited for the result to be announced one by one, I can't help but started to believe the rumours are true. I'd not be surprised that BN won, but seriously, please play it clean. What the hell is your democracy you claim that you are, how could you just turn a deaf ear to your people, the majority votes have spoken for the people, you should SERIOUSLY using your goddamn brain to think what have you done or NOT DONE for the people, instead of speaking nonsense to cover your lost!

Thanks for teaching us a lesson. You totally light up my mind. A change always needed time, insistent and courage. It's never easy, but we will never give up.

Oh, please enjoy the victory.

You still left,

what i'm good at doesn't really matter, anymore.

Tired,

travelled too much.

You'll miss home.

Still the familiar warmth of your palm,

You ll be fine, I ll still hold yours.

Yes, I should prolly find myself an official boyfie,

then I'd not have to answer the same old question - why am i single, again.
(Do i really need a reason for that, grr.)

and I'd not think of you that often, again.
(Just sometimes.)

Relapse,

but this time you'd not by my side, not even in a reachable distance.

Weakness it shows.

I'd rather not know,

'cause thinking of the possibilities makes me jealous too.