Hey,

I have a habit of reading back my blog posts of the month, the memories are flashing back, and I even refer to Dear's post on what she wrote about me that time. I did not read/watch any sad stories lately so yea it's been awhile since I cried like this (maybe thats's why I've got dry eyes :p), I have no idea where's the tears come from. Used to write really long-winded posts that time, guess that I must be really free, opps. I guess I've closed my heart ever since then, no one could come it, and the people inside could not go out. I do not like to talk about myself, thou people try to dig it out, but really, my mouth is sealed, all I can do is write, the only way to express my complicated feelings, and to clear the mind. Looking back the past, have I burdened you with too much of tears? I'm sorry, perhaps that's the reason why you're so afraid of hurting me again. No worries okie, I'm a tougher mushroom now, and I do like how happy and relax we currently are, the moments we have, now. The past has no longer haunting me anymore, I hope you do feel the same too :)

Oh I have clearer vision now. x

Just can't

..study at home.

The plan of self grounded at home to study - failed. Progress too slow :( I guess I'll give it a week, if it still not works then I'm so gonna get out of the house. Maybe I should just camp at Starbucks, sobs.

Body seems bad now, prolly because the age is catching up, aiks. Now I have dry eyes, broken back, weak bronchus, scars and scratches all over the legs, and now I think there's something wrong with my ear labyrinth, which I suspect might be the cause of my blurry eyes now. I'd consult specialist after the exam I suppose, sobs x2.

Sounds like an old woman, sobs x3.

and Imy, sobs x4

Someone like you,

Dear told me she has a feeling that I'd still look for a boyfie like you next time. I smile. Forget what I have replied her, but I guess she knows me well enough, and an outsider always have a clearer view of all. So maybe she's right. Sometimes I feel like I'm just trapped in the past, all the memories are just too wonderful and enchanting to be forgot. I thought it should be fading, I thought this feeling isn't mutual, but why, I still feel the something, so wrong yet so right, and here, you are.

If you wanna know, ISLY.
So baby, be brave. Make your decision. I guess I could accept if I'm not the one.

After exam, okie.

10 things You must do when travel to Hat Yai

I guess the same things can be applied when you travel to Bangkok too :p

1. Do not bring any of your toiletries.
You can buy them all in 7-11 which is everywhere you go, you can find those familiar brand like Darlie and L'oreal in travel pack size which cost you so much cheaper than M'sia! For eg: Toothpaste is around 50baht and shampoo is around 20baht.

2. Do not bring extra clothing.
To be safe perhaps you may bring the bottoms, T-shirt is cheap there, you maybe get it at 100/150baht after bargaining! You may find clothing range from grandma style to baby. It applies to shoes as well :)

3. Shop at Boots.
A UK brand which sells healthy and beauty products. Boots Cucumber series are quite recommended from what I've researched, from skincare to lotion, reasonable price, and it smells nice too :) Another brand recommended by friend is No.7, which price is cheaper over there. (On my shopping list next time ;p)

4. Bargain!
Remember to bargain for whatever you buy! (Except those fixed price item, no one would bargain at McD or 7-11, heh.) Counter it with half of the price they offer you, then slowly increase the price you wanna pay if they reject. (That's what i do, and it works for me :)) Do smile and be friendly when bargaining, it helps. And when you're shopping with friends, bargain together! NO bargain NO gain! Oh, speak Hokkien do help to shop at Hatyai too!

5. Try Chinese food at Hat Yai
Surprisingly there're lotsa chinese food at Hat Yai, prolly it's near to M'sia and lotsa chinese there. Most of them can speak Hokkien dialect. Lotsa pork dishes there! Must try their dim sum, which they only steam it when you order, it costs around 15baht per plate, cheap! And they do have dim sum with bak kut teh, which i don't understand why, but don't worry they are still as delicious as they're supposed to be!

6. Eat! Makan makan and makan.
Street food are yums! List of must makan food - bird nest (100baht, cheap), fruits (especially pineapple! damn sweet!), mango sticky rice (signature dish of thai), seafood (but please beware of the price, some restaurant may con tourist and you may have to pay more than the local), roasted coconut water (oh me love!), coconut ice-cream (which i can't find it yet)... The list may go on.

7. Check the price before getting on tuk tuk.
The standard price to travel within the town area is 20baht per trip per person. But if you are planning to travel further like to the floating market, please ensure the price is acceptable for you before taking the tuk tuk, some is negotiable!

8. Massage (Everyday!)
It's everywhere on the street, the prices are mostly are 50% cheaper than M'sia! Recommended foot massage for the first timer! Standard price is 250baht per hour, but i do heard people getting cheaper price than this. Thai massage is another good choice too (200baht per hour). And yea some may be bargained as well!

9. Learn simple Thai language or Hokkien
Most of the Thai people can understand Mandarin and simple English, not much of communication problem there. However some locals may only speak and understand Thai and Hokkien, so it's always easier to communicate with them if you can speak Hokkien. Just learn some simple words/lines like numbers do help in negotiating and bargaining. You may pretend as local if you can speak a lil more Thai language :p

10. Try Samurai pork burger at McD.
Everyone said that, so i did :p It's not extremely delicious to me, but anyhow the burger is quite soft, plus it's not selling at M'sia so i guess it's worth to try. Anyway, you may try to pork burger at 7-11 too, which is so much cheaper than McD (only 20baht), recommended by my online research and it tastes good too! As a sidenote, 7-11 chicken burger is another cheap good food too!

Anyway, it's my personal opinion from my research and my merely first visit to Hatyai, and yea I did not visit any temple during this 3 days trip, opps. Hat Yai is good for a short relaxing trip of massage, food and shopping :) For those who have travelled to Bangkok may not find it fun at Hat yai as it's really a small city. Well, I shall tell you that after I visit Bangkok *wink*

x

#14

You said if no one take care of me, you will.

It sounds like you'd only want me when no one else want me. :'(

btw I scratched my knee, super pain, sobs.

Body has its own way to warn you to take care of your body,

now's the eyes' turn. Consulted specialist, got my eyes drops, slept the whole day and more rest needed.

At a moment I start wondering what if one day I've lost my sight, then I decide that I'd prefer to be deaf than blind, weee. Just a random thought that crossed my mind.

I need a speedy recovery, busy schedule awaiting, and I can't live without my cons :((((

*fingerscrossing*


p/s: thinking makes me headache wth.

Nite,

Show, again.

No I'm not his fans at all, thou i've been to his concert for the second time in 2 years time :p Thanks to Yen i've got 4 tickets to the concert again, weee. This time is at Genting, a lil distance, but I always prefer to watch concert here cause no matter what seat you've bought, you'd still have clearer view of the stage compare to other stadium which you may only see your idol as tiny as your nail size.

Well, I'm even not familiar with his songs this time, but he's funny as usual, I like the way he communicate with his fan, admire his hard work as a performer, he can really dance and sing at the same time, wow, plus his super HD screen on the stage with nice effects, it's indeed a great show. 

Now i understand why his fans so die hearted :p 

Special thanks to Dan and Vince for accompany dear and I all the way to Genting which they're definitely not interested at the concert at all, oppps.

A Day To Be Remembered,

I was trying to be objective towards all the pre-election rumours about parties trying to create choas after the poll or some dirty cheats to win. It's very common thing in every country before general election, thou I'm quite sick at all these shits. I insisted not to share any unconfirmed and unofficial news on facebook or whatsapp, not to mislead any of my dear friends and family, thou some of them have made their stand quite obviously in facebook. I was seriously considering which candidates deserve my vote, instead of choosing the parties or following the flow of 'Ubah' tsunami. I believe the result would reflect the choice of the people, as all of us have done our part, casted the vote. However, as we waited for the result to be announced one by one, I can't help but started to believe the rumours are true. I'd not be surprised that BN won, but seriously, please play it clean. What the hell is your democracy you claim that you are, how could you just turn a deaf ear to your people, the majority votes have spoken for the people, you should SERIOUSLY using your goddamn brain to think what have you done or NOT DONE for the people, instead of speaking nonsense to cover your lost!

Thanks for teaching us a lesson. You totally light up my mind. A change always needed time, insistent and courage. It's never easy, but we will never give up.

Oh, please enjoy the victory.

You still left,

what i'm good at doesn't really matter, anymore.

Tired,

travelled too much.

You'll miss home.