Happiness is #6

it's not buying me LV bag or bringing me to any decent restaurant, but it's you stealing my chicken at the dinner and have a lil walk without shopping, hand in hand.

Holding hands in the pocket reminds me holding hands in the jacket :)

#6

It's not surprise that you lie, everyone does, after all it's not the first time i find it out, my sixth sense seems to be a lil efficacious isn't it? Anyway no hard feelings, i guess my senses turn numb after you, as if nothing could ever hurt me anymore, not so sure is it a good thing :/

Have you foreseen that there would be a day that i no longer believe in every words of yours?

yea, i find it hard to trust

It takes forever,

They don't understand how could i drag so loooooooong to unpack all the boxes, include both i shipped from UK and those mom help me to box up when i was not around, which should be done a year ago. And today i finally unpack the last and also the biggest box from UK (yea i still have 3 small boxes T.T). Taking out the stuff one by one, from books to the lil souvenirs i've got for myself and the amount of clothes of my never-ending-shopping-everywhere-i-go, reminds me every lil thing i did for the year abroad. They'd not understand my affections toward every object which seems to be so ordinary, i could not explain. They just do not know, unpacking the last box means i have to completely say goodbye to the past which i'm so unwillingly to let go.


Clockwise from the top left: Maps of the country/places I have visited - i almost forget that i used to collect them as they're always the first thing we got it from the airport/hostel when we first reach a country :) we always explore the country by legs according to the map, special thanks to Yvo, who always guide us 'cause she's so good at reading the map (thus we always so casually following her without using the brain :p) ; the Toy Story water bottle from McD (if i'm not mistaken) - i demanded it from you cause it's shoooo cute, and i still kinda remember the way i asked when you buying the meal, i must be smiling like a kid getting her fav toy at that time :)) ; the Law books - the final year subjects, the assignments and the exam, but they never seem to be our first priority over there :p ; the lil souvenirs from Prague - guess what, they are magnets! shoooo kewwwwt isn't it :))

Time flies, too fast.
I miss them, all of them.

I can cry over it,

You ll eventually find out that there will be times when you needed someone so much and he/she just could not be here for you.

'cause they just don't belong to you, they never do.

I'm just merely a lil over emotional,

You'd not know how much I miss you,

F-R-I-D-A-Y

I hate a Friday night like this - when everyone is having their happy hours after 5 days of hard work, and i just can't hang out there a lil more consider that i'm having a morning and long hours class tomorrow. Sadly this will repeat again on the Sat night, till i finally done with the Sun classes.


Little Joy of the Day: when you said that you'd not want anything if i ever standing in front of you :) (thou i'm quite doubt on it :p)

Btw, wth is diablo?!

what am i doing now,

if only the feelings could kill, I'd prolly die for many times.

#5

Perhaps the post-alcohol effect just made me wanna sleep all the while.. And the brain like stop functioning (or functioning slower) when I was with you.. Sometimes I really think you always find me at the right time as if you can read my mind.. When I thought I have over you, when I thought I'd not miss you (anymore), when I thought, I've given up on you (or us).

Somehow hugging you to sleep (or the other way round) still made me sleep so soundly as you always do.
Thou I try not to think too much on what have you done or maybe I just don't wanna care about it at that moment, my brain doesn't seem functioning well (especially when i's with you), remember?

I just couldn't push you away, could I?

#4

You said loving two person at the same time is possible. I believe you. Till i find out that it could be three, (or four which i'd not know).

Or perhaps, you're just over one of that two, so the number remains.

Yes, I'm losing faith, on us.
'cause i just do not know what to believe, anymore.